
Makoto, that ain't it chief. Honestly...I felt like cutting his throat and pulling his tongue out of the opening. His actions made me despise him. Asking him to get naked in public? If it was a "joke" then you shouldn't have let him even unbutton and single button of his shirt. If you treasured him, you wouldn't be using his abandonment complex against him, you wouldn't be manipulative and toxic, you wouldn't even thing in giving him drugs, violating him. It's as if...Makoto spotted that weakness of his and acted accordingly to the situation to gain his trust and affection, then abused him and created a strong emotional dependency, taking advantage of that side of Yuuya that was found of him. Yuuya already liked you...there were more noble and honest methods to win him over. I'm sure Yuuya wouldn't have rejected you. But no. You insecure, psychotic piece of shit had kidnap him and fill him with painful experiences, while saying 'I love you' you made him beg at the end, to satisfy your ego. Agh. Sorry. This was a liberating rant for me haha

This is a first for me. Both reading about an Omega and a Beta that get to be happy together AND not wanting it to be a threesome with all my might

Beta and Omega
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/romantic_joutou/

Sorry if I'm being a salty ass bitch, but calling your lover's face 'Nasty' and insulting him, no matter how deep in denial you are, IS A NO-NO. I was feeling terrible for the guy the entire time, he left everything, he's clearly not in his right mind. Although he and his wife were not in good terms, he will be loosing his job and his daughter (Technically, I don't know how it'll be managed, but for some time, it won't be easy) he basically just threw himself away, had no self-respect and kept on giving, just to receive a nasty declaration like that, and his ass licked? It's upsetting... He's just taking every nasty insult, ill treatment and pouring his noble, selfless, obsessive self into that long haired dude,Whose good qualities I have yet to discover.

Preach all during they story especially the part when he left everything and was still treated like crap I was yelling at the phone it couldn't be me it could not fucking be me I was severely pissed at both of them the like for putting up with that shit and the same for being an ass just cause he was in denial

Ya know, I came back to read this after a long time. I still think the same, but I am able to better empathize with the traumatized and hurt Julian. I still think it's absolutely awful that it took someone else having an interesting in his lover for his dumb self to realize 'oh, maybe this nasty-faced man is worth my time'.
I guess..