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and things will go downhill from this point and stay that way for a while but i promise it will be worth it by the end of it
(somewhere along the way this novel gave me really strong Killing Stalking vibes like the exact same kind of Haunting Despair but things eventually balance out and turn out okay after all is said and done - well, as normal as things can get considering the characters and setting involved)
trust me it is a HE but there are a fuckton of TWs before that. so read at your own risk!!!!