Something about this just felt off to me. Am I the only one? The seme was patient and sweet, but at the same time pushy and manipulative. The uke was unrealistically unaware of his own feelings. The ending was happy and cute, but they were also still hurting each other through simple misunderstandings and suffering in silence before finally talking about what they're thinking/feeling. They declared their mutual love yet Tokiwa instantly feels scared that Haruka no longer likes him just because Haruka called him "senpai", while Haruka immediately becomes scared that Tokiwa no longer likes him just because Tokiwa avoided him even though he knows Tokiwa is prone to running away when he loves someone. A cute but frustrating couple!
This is some of the funniest and oddly wholesome smutty insanity I've ever read. Rika is best idiot boi. He so sweet and he thinks he lost his virginity to a tree, I can't
This was already perfect and then they did the ring finger painting thing. My heart can't take it. (˘◡˘)ﾉ
I'll try it with my partner one day I hope....sob...sob... I'm single damn it
I love how Kanda-sensei portrays yaoi relationships. They're so loving and healthy.
So sorry I meant to like it
I dont think I've read a yaoi by her where they get together by one raping the other
It makes me so mad sometimes when they put a lot of shitty scenes in a yaoi like raping, a real asshole seme, and just a bunch of unthinkable shit. I mean why can’t they just write bl relationship cute, just pure romance, genuine like in the straight ones? All types of relationship are normal regardless of the gender, creators like Kanda is rare
I guess it makes sense to include prostate massage in a full-body massage. It actually has medical benefits too and reduces your risk of prostate cancer, and of course it'll feel amazing if you do it properly, so everyone who has one should try it (don't use yaoi as your instruction manual though or you might end up in a lot of pain lol). But you'll have to do it yourself or ask your partner, it might be hard to find an experienced high-class masseur to do it for you...
The mangaka sadly died so we'll never get the official ending, but this is how I imagine the ending:
Narita/Orita refuses to give up on Natsuno, but realizes that an aggressive approach isn't going to work. Instead he offers to support Natsuno in whatever way he can, and keeps trying until finally he regains Natsuno's trust. Natsuno then breaks down and tells him everything. Narita comes up with a plan to help Natsuno escape his brother, meanwhile the older brother (I don't know his first name, I don't think they said it) is carefully scheming with the other doctor to find a way to get rid of Narita. Given the type of person he is, it's something extremely fucked up and illegal.
However, he suddenly loses his mind after Narita threatens to send his boss and coworkers a video of him raping Natsuno unless he leaves Natsuno alone. In the video, to make sure no one mistakes it as being consensual, Natsuno talks about how his brother started abusing him as a young child, which the brother confirms doing since he thinks no one is listening.
Natsuno and Narita then go into hiding together for a while (the older brother seems like the "if I can't have him, no one can" type, so they go into hiding for Natsuno's safety), and the older brother is left to deal with his rage and panic alone. He takes it out on the other doctor, who actually enjoys it. Eventually he's forced to accept that Natsuno is no longer a helpless child and will not allow himself to be controlled anymore. He comes to rely on the other doctor, and they're able to fulfill each other's twisted, toxic needs and desires. The ideal ending would include the older brother getting justice for his evil deeds, but rapists and abusers never seem to suffer consequences in yaoi for some fucked up reason. So I think the second-best ending is that the brother finds another relationship (one in which his new partner actually wants to be subjected to whatever the seme does), since that will ensure he'll truly move on.
Natsuno regains his self-respect and confidence, and eventually is able to put the trauma of his past behind him. While they were in hiding together, they became much closer (I picture Narita sweetly cuddling Natsuno when he's too frightened to sleep alone), but Narita held himself back, because he didn't want Natsuno to feel like he only helped him to get his body. Narita doesn't realize it, but Natsuno already fell in love with him during that time. After it's all over, they begin a wonderful loving relationship with mutual respect and trust, and lots of hot sex and consensual BDSM. When Narita gives him a ring for his birthday the next year, he puts it on his *finger*.
The end. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Tq (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Even though is just imagination but thanks alot, I kinda ship the brother and his Co doctor ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
A message to all the girls who have never spoken to an actual gay or bi man about sex:
Some yaoi characters have normal sexual preferences, not the distorted yaoi stereotypes. In real life, most males who have sex with other males enjoy being both the seme and the uke. Just because a guy wants to switch doesn't mean it was all a lie. If he's loving being the uke, orgasmed dozens of times, and said it was incredibly satisfying, obviously he wasn't just pretending to like it until he could "trick" his partner into switching! He just wanted to be the seme too and experience everything with that person.
I thank thee for the enlightenment, I will keep this in mind as I read yaoi from now on
Glad to be of assistance (=・ω・=) It annoyed me that so many people thought he was faking and is the best actor in the world, and were missing how sexy and romantic it is that he wants to be intimate in all possible ways with his partner, and that the other guy felt the same way.
I understand why someone might misinterpret it if yaoi is the only gay male relationships they've seen, but the truth is most yaoi is just the average woman's pretend fantasy of what gay men do haha. (Of course there are people of all genders and orientations who read and draw yaoi, but it's mostly straight girls, which is probably why most of it is so unrealistic)
Kinda sad how yaoi actually enforces these roles onto characters and people who read it accept it as truth. Switching is a thing that happens in most gay relationships.
Suddenly i feel pity for girls. We can never switch
Go get a strap-on dildo, gloves for the preparation stage, and a lot of lube (and do some research first about how to do it safely so that you don't cause injury, and how to find his prostate). You can definitely switch.
Also, if you have long nails, get rid of them or he might never let you try again! lol
But seriously girls, cut and file your nails if you ever want to try being a "seme". If you really want to keep your nails, you'll have to convince him to prepare his body himself, which is difficult to do. Gentle preparation using fingers and lube for at least several minutes (20+ minutes for a newbie) is a very necessary step, otherwise it won't feel good and you might cause an injury.
I'm sorry but am I the only one who finds it HiLaRiOuS that there are people who would even consider it being remotely a "lie" if a partner wants to switch roles ╮(￣▽￣)╭ . I'm not trying to shame those who didn't know or understand I'm just saying that I found it funny
But that would be two guys doing it. Can't have that in yaoi. instead there must be a guy (seme) and a woman who happens to have a penis (uke). otherwise the under age girls get all weirded out and uncomfortable
So true(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Now let’s go find a willing guy.
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Google pegging. wait, probably should not do that. never mind
Totally agree. But it should also be known that gloves are a possibility, if you're ever in a situation when you just don't wanna have super short nails ^^
Aside from the beautiful story and gorgeous art, a self-lubricating ass is the best thing ever, it's so Zaria lol
"Please rape me" You're asking for the impossible. They're both a little deranged, this manga was so bizarre all I could do was laugh
Overall this was a fantastic manhwa, but why does it look like their skin is melting off their faces when they're having sex?!