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pembelama May 10, 2021 7:19 pm

firstly, sorry for my grammar mistakes..english is not my native language.
my heart aches, i can't even breath,i feel kike i'm gonna throw up. i can't even talk to anyone about this.we stopped talking back in last summer ,because i think he lost interest in me.i wasn't mad or sad because of this but nowadays, i feel like i need to meet him, tell him about this feelings.but i can't do that, because of covid,he lives far from my house.and i think, he talks to some other girls now.i don't know if i have to be jealous or something, but i'm sad indeed.i'm sad because i couldn't expressed myself to him right, i'm sad cause i feel like i lost my chance.i'm like chandler from friends, i do sarcastic jokes about my traumas and my feelings, maybe he become just tired of this.i don't know what to do.i cant talk about my friends or my family about this guy.i feel like i could rip my chest, not to feel like this ever again.i'm overwhelmed.i'd appreciate your suggestions.thanks for reading.

    So what now stanAhjuicy May 10, 2021 7:24 pm

    Im not the right person to say this but try to pause for a while, then think about a decision that will make you put at ease but somehow, it looks like you are still holding on to him.

    Aziel May 10, 2021 7:35 pm

    Sweety, I know it's not my position to say this but, from the looks of it, ur hanging onto something that's already torn. A friend of mine broke up with the guy she thought was gonna be 'the one's, and she'd been devastated for an entire month. But she moved on, and I hope u do too. Plus, I bet this dude's gonna regret this decision of his in the future, when he sees u and ur soulmate walzting thru life like a pair of professional dancers

    M.D May 10, 2021 7:41 pm

    It happens to me a lot when I think about my ex,even though I'm in a happy relationship right now....and I think it's happening to a lot of people... maybe it's regret and you should just message him....or it might be your mind that's actually missing the feeling you used to have when you talked to him witch means you don't actually miss him,your body just got addicted to a feeling you haven't had in quite some time.... either way you should take some time to put your thoughts in order (hope it helps you)

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