
in chapter 19 (more dramas to come omg looking forward)
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uke wants to break up

https://toonkor.toys/옥탑방XXX (its in korean though)

i read the novel ...............................
and the ending is heartbreaking and sad and just terrible. so for those who wants a happy ending, there isn't one. it's sad.

it was very sad ----------- i actually cried reading it
the main character died of cancer, the cheating partner of his was in denial and eventually became ill, the doctor went overseas to heal his broken heart. the doctor actually prevent the cheating partner from seeing the main character so he didn't get to see him for the last time eventhough the main character actually wanted to see him (though he didn't say it out but he still loved him and all). it was a dick move but i can understand why the doctor did it. IT'S JUST HEARTBREAKS EVERYWHERE.

Use google translate http://yiayia6217.blog.fc2.com/blog-entry-480.html

yeah true he still had feelings for him .. i feel like if he got cured & the seme asked for forgiveness he would have forgiven him .. but i really don't think that would have changed the seme ... who knows he might have cheated again ...since once a cheater always a cheater ...
what portrayed her is the very negative side of love i must say ... uke willingly/unwillingly was never ready to come out of this mess ...stop slinging to the past .. he is clearly not the person that once loved you & promised to br faithful ... he is a cheating scum whore ...at lest if uke had left him when he realized he was cheating all these years ... he would have been happy ...but uke never did ...

I think wenxu totally would have changed, the man fking killed himself after repenting for his sins by waiting for four years for zhishu, just like how zhishu was waiting for him to return for the four years that wenxu had been cheating. While reading the novel, I was truly hoping for them to reconcile and be happy again because they both loved each other but because of wenxu's actions their relationship took a really bad turn. Zhishu never loved the doctor romantically and was in fact still in love with wenxu. I think he'd have been happier if he died with wenxu being alongside him until his last moments and then wenxu would have repented for his sins

maybe but from personal experience (not mine ) but my relative /// her husband cheated again after she forgive him..she was already in a toxic relationship but still she claimed about being in love & it didn't end well for her ... people say we shouldn't say bad things about dead ones .. but i feel she was disillusioned some people never changed ...
Here too for wenxu's case when his affair told that he really loves him then he hesitated & then said he will talk later since uke is not well ... but the affair died in an accident ... so you get what that's implied...
yup i am salty especially at seme since i red the Spanish translation way back ... every words just made be angry & dry

when i see this panel [ http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hi_no_ataranai_basho/raw/tr_chapter-0.3/pg-150/ ] i just cried, i am very glad that it was his dad that saved him from the sea eventhough he was the one who threw him in. no matter what he says, this proves that his dad loves him. my grandfather and my father were not in good terms like them, but that doesn't mean they did not care for each other. my grandfather cried when he learnt that my dad had passed on, there are no parents (from those that i know) who do not love their children. this also made me miss my dad. people, please treasure your family.
these are spoilers from the game itself
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Hinako (main girl).*pink hair
Hikaru (big bro twin) : Hikaru always bullies Hinako by making her switching school with him. He knows Hinako learned how to fight. He is very selfish. He doesn't have a good relationship with his father and Houou (adopted big bro), but he treasures Hinako a lot. He was looking for Hinako for so long. When their parents were divorced, his mom took Hinako and his dad took Hikaru. After a while, the mom died and Hinako was sent to the orphanage. His dad was looking for Hinako but failed so they assumed Hinako was dead too along with his ex-wife. Hikaru hates his father of what did happen to his lil' twin sister and mother. Hinako didn't know she has a twin because when she was sent to the orphanage she was very young so she couldn't remember anything. Many years have passed, Hikaru saw Hinako. That switching plan was doing on purpose. He and Sakaguchi (his caretaker) took Hinako in and keep her beside him. He seems to be mean but he truly loves Hinako. When Hinako was sulking and ran away from the house, Hikaru worried sick and he was looking for her in the middle of the rain.
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Kira Senpai *Dark blue hair
He was living with Hinako during their childhood time at the orphanage. Kira senpai always protecting Hinako from the bully. Later on, Kira Senpai was adopted by a rich family. It brokes these 2 hearts since Kira senpai and Hinako always together. Kira senpai is the one who taught Hinako and encouraged her to learn the martial art as he can't protect her anymore. Hinako always admired Kira senpai and she had a crush on him. When they met in the school, Kira senpai spotted that it was Hinako, not Hikaru. There's no way he didn't recognize her. He told Hinako to stop pretending to be Hikaru as he afraid she would be hurt from fighting. Hinako refused and having a fight. Kira senpai finally approved Hinako and promised to always be with and keep her safe. He is the only men who know Hinako very well. He always drags down the bad and flirt guy who tries to make a move on her. He also covered up Hinako's secret. You can say out of all routes, Hinako and Kira senpai are truly love each other from they were kids. nothing can beat childhood love.
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by 黄昏時 a youtuber
Thanknyou for clear explanation (=・ω・=)(≧∀≦)