the story is so annoying. this is the first time i hate a girl. I really hate how they push the uke to that guy. He has a trauma and he really didn't like it but they push him. i won't hate the uke for being hateful to a guy it's normal reaction if you've been rape by a guy.(i don't know if the uke really rape by other student in the past because i didn't finish the story but if it's happen i'm on the uke side.) The girl and the photographer guy pissed me off In some ways. Yes i know that being homo is not a bad thing or being friends with the it really pissed me when they tease and bet him after i read the first chapter. i tried to read the second but i didn't finish. i just can't help myself to continue to read. actually, If He's my boyfriend i won't push him to other like for my interest in Boys love i would never think to push my boyfriend to other guy just because i'm fujoshi. i rather to imagine me being a guy and i'm the one who will fuck my bf than other guy. there's a limit to being fujoshi though.
Don't hate that the second couple haruka and masami ends up together. Yes ayami is a better choice but the first time masami and haruka met there's an impact already before they sex. Actually if masami doesn't give impact on him he can easily forget right? if he has rule that " there's no second time around in sex" he will treat is as nothing but he can't right? sometimes using sex can fall a person especially the way he hold you and touch you like he's treasuring you not the rape scene or the forceful scene, i don't see that someone can fall in love to the person who rape and forced you but because it's fiction and Yaoi anything can happen. actually,Only the person who love their rapist first before the rape scene happen can only love that person thinking that he do it because he love him too much or he's desperate? but oh well, My baby Rio is so so cute i want to kiss him (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ and the miura brothers is so freaking Hot. i'm thankful that these brothers don't fight by fist for haruka. for ayumi he know when to fight and to give up. happy that they didn't sex because if they did, they will only feel good but empty. it's like pouring water on a basket feeling.but, I'm really sad that there's no ayumi side story. hoping one day he will have though.
its completed yet feels like incomplete. i want to see.
*Him leaving in the yakuza world like their convo or how he quit in the yakuza.
* the guy who betrayed him i want to know his reason
and so on... i really like the story and the fluffiness of the story. i also love their characters and the animal is so kawaii especially the rabbit (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
why does i like the sensei to be with him than the high school boy? ( ̄へ ̄)yes they are in-laws but the expression of him with sensei like his longing for him but because he's straight and the fact that he is son-in-law argh can't explain but i really don't feel the sparks with the high school boy. i don't care if they have an age gap between them but i really wish they don't fuck.
i really hate uke being used by so many men. Like it can't be help because of blackmailing or any reason
sorry i did not meen to vote the negative... i just wanted to reply... ups...
is it all blackmail couse i really could not understand why he need to sleep with all of this man... like for real??? he have some kind of problems... his friend did not look like blacmail the sempai too and his superior??? .... hmmm i have sooo many doubts... :(
i guess too much thinking regarding to something you want to know makes you drive crazily. Actually, being ignored by someone whom close to you and throwing you away without a reason makes you focus on him/her and start being desperate to get their attention and sometimes along the way you develop to be possessive and wanting to monopolized them. although, i don't like how hayato becomes from the start but i'm happy that he change to normal self at the end.
i'm expecting that his twin would know what the thing he do or caught him in the scene but it never happen (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜it's alright i guess, atleast he change in a good way that he got self confidence in his self.