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This story is sadistic and Evil, and sad. The cycle keeps repeating for anyone who is in the top.
(I'm gonna say it now bc I wanna get this out before I dive into my thoights on the story) D didn't deserve that kind of torture, I always feel very sad and I feel respect towards sex workers. Safe to say D is my favorite out of everyone.
The characters passions and grievances are illustrated well and felt real not only in art but also dialogue.I love that I Hate this so much and I Hate that I love this so much. It's an utterly sadistic story that'll make you question Love, Morality, and how the two can affect one over the other. Love can affect your Morality and Morality can affect how you love. It is a fascinating read, and I will never read it again, it's a story that's hard to stomach at times. So many times did I feel like spilling the insides of my stomach, not bc the art was horrifying, no the art was beautiful, it's so beautiful that it's hard not to notice how the "beatiful" scene is portraying something disgusting and horrible, you can and can't stomach the image and scene at the same time. It perfectly shows how horrible things could be hidden and looked past because of beauty. I'll never read this again, since the 1st read was enough for me, I understand and I hate that I did understand it. It traumatised me. I find the story perfect in how if portrays emotions; you can never only feel one, if you think you only feel sad, then you are wrong, you feel more than sadness. If you think you only feel happy, you're wrong, there are other emotions that make up that happiness. Sometimes you understand why anger and love are painted in the same color.
I love that I Hate this story, but I hate that I love it just as much.