
Nahhh cause I was 17 when my parents discovered I was gay because of a helpline I had called and I was kicked out and was homeless for three and a half month. Going from staying with my friends to my online friends and then at homeless shelters, sometimes in the streets, once with an older man I was in a situationship with and then with my employer(bless his heart for helping out a kid) to eventually with my sister after she worked hard to get her own place so we could live together. But during that time I was literally a whiny cry baby thinking of ending it everyday and throwing a mini tantrum everyday in the bathroom. To think Taekyung went through 10x of what I went through like broooo this shit got me crying there's probably so many more kids like him irl and looking back I didn't even have it half as bad as so many others like him.

I think the host mugo is both the old mugo and jerk mugo but they split in half after the incident.The old mugo personality was the front he used to keep up and the jerk mugo was the internal feelings he used to keep suppressed. Because during the incident he was in so much anger and anguish and he was truly himself thats why the jerk mugo remembers what happened and is claustrophobic and old mugo isn't because he used to just be the front he would keep up that's why even if he's sweet and kind and caring he is still sus like he's hiding something and dismissive of others that he finds no interest in like the poor little jellys almost like he's a noble benevolent kind being and everything is beaneath him and smaller han him kinda like one would expect god to be. And I think the hungry mugo was a smaller part of him that was born after the curse/incident. And I feel there's one more mugo whose the cursed one and the core one and maybe like the manifestation of all his grief and anguish. And I wouldn't be surprised if the plot twist is that HE'S actually the core one, the actual god and the other three are aspects of his personality divided and the reason he doesn't come out is because 1) He's in so much grief and anger andpain that he isn't acting like himself or 2) him needing to come out would result in either all three personalities being extremely supressed or combined or disappearing
But Are y'all forgetting that he's a MAJOR sadist. He is literally turned on by blood and inflicting pain and scars and shii. Like sure he is aware that those are wrong but with how persistent he is, I think we can agree if he gets even the tiniest sign that he can push the boundary HE WILL act on those desires. The only reason he doesn't act on those is because he's afraid of being rejected and hated and being pushed away. Like I won't be surprised if this dude has and cuck fantasies.
But like.. is that much different from jingi..?
Nahhh Jingi is hella hot but he a sadistic Rapist too. But we know that even Jingi thinks Heonjae's fantasies and desires are wahhhh too much even for Jingi's standards. Atleast Heonjae is better in my opinion so far. Like atleast he's not a serial rapist and hasn't crossed certain lines with mc...YET
That's what I'm saying
but heonjae raped mc to....wdym ?Plus heonjae could fall in love with anyone that shows interest
That’s why they said jingi is a rapist “too”
Right like we didn’t just read he cut that man’s legs off just imagine what he would do to Myeong-il if he actually rejects him! Lmao Myeong-il is just ugh half the time is doing the things he does so he won’t find out it’s just sad that the wool is pulled over his eyes some what when it’s comes to Heonjae. But he couldn’t extend that same understanding or wanting to understand after reading what he read in the letter to Heonjae ! They starting to piss me off !
yeah my bad