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Rejoice! We get a long make out sesh and Seyeong freaks out because he’s into it, runs out of the house. Some chapters later, he gets super embarrassed for being jealous of Yuna and goes to hide in the bathroom. We then get a scene where he finally asks Hee-jae why he likes him and since when. Then we get Heejae POV of ALL the previous chapters. How he was suspicious of Sesam (Seyeong’s avatar in the game) from the start because the gear and clothing she wore used to be popular in the game a year prior. How he knew that “noona” was a guy since he saw her ID and that’s how he figured out where he lived as well etc. Initially he was just going to play a joke on him and leave him like he abandoned him. But he found his own behaviour contradictory. Finally, when we have that snowy scene with Hee-jae chasing after Seyeong in the snow, and him kicking the car. That’s when he realised he loved him, hence why he was screaming into the air. He was frustrated and promised himself he was gonna get Seyeong to fall in love with him too just so he can feel as conflicted as he did. After this, the flashback ends and Seyeong softens quite a bit, even let’s Heejae drop him off and pick him up from work. But he struggles a lot internally because even though he realises he liked Heejae back, he fears intimacy (with anyone, even if “he were a woman”). Basically, buckle up because the flashback chapter are gonna be looong. But worth it, let’s just say that one night he slept over at Seyong’s he might’ve done some things...