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Rejoice! We get a long make out sesh and Seyeong freaks out because he’s into it, runs out of the house. Some chapters later, he gets super embarrassed for being jealous of Yuna and goes to hide in the bathroom. We then get a scene where he finally asks Hee-jae why he likes him and since when. Then we get Heejae POV of ALL the previous chapters. How he was suspicious of Sesam (Seyeong’s avatar in the game) from the start because the gear and clothing she wore used to be popular in the game a year prior. How he knew that “noona” was a guy since he saw her ID and that’s how he figured out where he lived as well etc. Initially he was just going to play a joke on him and leave him like he abandoned him. But he found his own behaviour contradictory. Finally, when we have that snowy scene with Hee-jae chasing after Seyeong in the snow, and him kicking the car. That’s when he realised he loved him, hence why he was screaming into the air. He was frustrated and promised himself he was gonna get Seyeong to fall in love with him too just so he can feel as conflicted as he did. After this, the flashback ends and Seyeong softens quite a bit, even let’s Heejae drop him off and pick him up from work. But he struggles a lot internally because even though he realises he liked Heejae back, he fears intimacy (with anyone, even if “he were a woman”). Basically, buckle up because the flashback chapter are gonna be looong. But worth it, let’s just say that one night he slept over at Seyong’s he might’ve done some things...

Bruh, wth is with all the Cecelias?!??! Why are they all evil!!! I swear to god... I've also got Cecelia in my name, am I supposed to be evil too or something?! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Since I wrote this as a reply to a comment, might as well share for others. How did it get this long? Σ( ￣□￣||) HUGE SPOILER (READ AT OWN RISK!):










So basically this is a story about reincarnation. Long ago there are 3 Children of God (children who are loved and blessed by God). 1st child who killed his lover. 2nd child who killed her son. 3rd child who killed his parents. Because of their sin, all 3 were cursed by God to reincarnate with dark mana (or dark magic within) and remember their past lives. Once they remember their lives, they will repeat their sins. 1st child will fall in love, remember his lover and kill his lover again. 2nd child will love her child, remember her past and kill her child. 3rd will do the same for his parents. They repeat countless reincarnation like this, basically living in torment for their guilt by killing their loved ones. As you can guess, the 2nd child is our MC Aisha (I think she's the great saintess from 500 years ago who was said will be reborn again), and Abel is the soul of her child she will end up killing if she ever remembers her past due to the curse. The medication MC is taking (as seen in the webtoon) is given to suppress her power and memory so she wouldn't remember. The one supplying this medication is a priest from the temple name Mikhail/Michael (?), who is the 1st cursed child of God. And as may suspect, our MC is his past lover. Michael is planning to kill MC before he falls in love with her again so that he won't suffer the pain of killing a loved one again. The reason why MC killed her child long ago was bcuz her child was in pain/sick and she couldn't help bear to watch him suffer, so to end her child's pain, she killed him. As for the 1st child of God, he himself couldn't remember why he killed his own lover. The 3rd child of God however, watching the 2 suffer from their sins, he tried to break the curse by killing the God himself but he didn't succeed (and ended up getting cursed too, with killing a parent curse). The 3rd child of God was the most favoured and he has the power to Procreate/Create life, so he ended up creating the world for the 2 other child of God hoping for them to break the curse so they all can be free (so basically the 3rd child is the author of the book MC read).


Our poor MC will start stopping taking her medication and that's when her power and memory slowly coming back (she had both black magic and white magic in her body). That's when she realize that she will end up killing Abel if this goes on. She will want to break their engagement and ask ML to kill her bcuz she couldn't kill herself as the curse will rebound any effort of self mutilation. Oh and also she was Janes (in her past life before she dies and got reincarnated and transmigrated into current body, Aisha), the person who guided ML to save the then orphaned Abel. MC as Janes, pleaded to ML to take good care of Abel and for him to promise her to kill anyone who will come to him in the future saying that they remembered their past lives. And ML promised Janes.


And in the current timeline, after MC remembers this, she asks ML to uphold that promise. ML is totally livid and their conversation is so heart breaking. ML refused, but MC said that with the curse she won't be able to stop herself from killing Abel, and she kept apologizing to ML for dragging him into this mess of a fate. She also said that now she had black magic, she could even control ML's mind (as black magic can brainwash people) if she wants (kind of hinting she might command him to kill her using that method if he continues to refuse), but ML kept refusing and hoping they find a way to break the curse together. ╥﹏╥

Anyway, since the spoiler is incomplete and I don't have all the details, some things happened and it's happy ending! They managed to break the curse and finally all three children of God can live in peace. MC and ML got to have their happy ending with Abel, creating a happy family.

I dunno but the characters in the novel considered Dokja to be ugly, sheez, he's HOT men (and it's Fourth wall's fault btw).. and it's just funny that the fact that I'm reading the novel and the 'thing' happen to Han Myungoh is so hella insane.. i'm pretty far in the novel, i'm in 260+ chapter and just waiting the webtoon here. I can give some spoilers if you want xD