Peridot

Hyo-un is truly our strongest soldier and i completely understand why he was tweaking the heck out in earlier chapters now. His first life experience was miserable to the point of wanting death until his love saved him and made life worth living, spending wonderful years with him and JUST when he won him over and got married his husband is murdered. So he waits in the hopes he gets reincarnationated, but after waiting for so long the depression is too much so he goes into deep sleep. When he wakes up he's still absolutely miserable constantly sick and can't even remember who his husband is, but eventually warms up to and falls for someone new. Then to find out he actually is his love, but OOPS he got gravely injured almost died and now can't remember him at all, but even so he's content and happy as long as he's alive and near him. Our strongest soldier man, respect and sympathies.

I should've let this marinate more man they need to OPEN THEIR EYES the author keeps edging us and I know it's to make the reward sweeter, but AGH these silly dummies