
GUYSSSSS!!! WTF HAPPENED AT THE FINAL CHAPTER IN VOLUME 8 DID THEY JUST GIVE US THE GAY VERSION OF ROMEO AND JULIET???? I CAN'T ACCEPT THAT THEY BOTH DIED (i legit forgot english when i read it istg) someone please explain to me what just happened

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The sex scenes were really unnecessarily violent. It had really dubious concent and It describes all the pain and no pleasure it legitimately made me nauseous. I dropped the novel after that I really couldnt see the relationship positively in any way after that. I feel like the Manga is softening out the edges so I'm just gonna read here.
a silent fast recovery prayer for his ass