I don't wanna lie low-key the uke was actually really annoying. Like why couldn't he just TALK about what he was going through. BUT I had to step and come to to a realisation that he was BADLY wounded by his father since young and by a guy who took advantage of his lowest state.
I mean imagine being treated less than a servant by your own father since birth. Being kicked out of the house because your stepmother didn't want you around (I can't imagine how she was treating him cause from the obvious favouritism between his sister and him). Being used like a bloodbath by your father. Being kicked out of your only safe spot by that same POS because you refused to go back after finally gaining some happiness. Then when in your absolute lowest you get used by a guy because you looked like his ex.
Like If I were in his shoes I too would have a hard time giving my heart because of the fear of someone breaking it. I feel in a way he wanted actual physical proof of being family with the seme. I mean it makes sense because of his hurt and trauma. I'd too find it hard trusting people again after going through all that
Not that he is completely innocent since the seme has been hurt by his indecision and constant mistrust but looking at the Uke' s past it's understandable why he behaves that way. BUT at least the Uke still managed to open his heart to the seme. You can see he knows what he is doing and not once does he make the seme's feelings less revelant than his own. He acknowledges that he too has hurt him and still apologises.
Although the father dying in the car accident was too unsatisfactory for me. I wanted him to live long and see Uke thrive. I wanted him to live a long life in absolute misery. Then you get Seme's parents- ABSOLUTE GOALS. Like it's thanks to them that uke could heal nicely. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
I don't wanna lie low-key the uke was actually really annoying. Like why couldn't he just TALK about what he was going through. BUT I had to step and come to to a realisation that he was BADLY wounded by his father since young and by a guy who took advantage of his lowest state.
I mean imagine being treated less than a servant by your own father since birth. Being kicked out of the house because your stepmother didn't want you around (I can't imagine how she was treating him cause from the obvious favouritism between his sister and him). Being used like a bloodbath by your father. Being kicked out of your only safe spot by that same POS because you refused to go back after finally gaining some happiness. Then when in your absolute lowest you get used by a guy because you looked like his ex.
Like If I were in his shoes I too would have a hard time giving my heart because of the fear of someone breaking it. I feel in a way he wanted actual physical proof of being family with the seme. I mean it makes sense because of his hurt and trauma. I'd too find it hard trusting people again after going through all that
Not that he is completely innocent since the seme has been hurt by his indecision and constant mistrust but looking at the Uke' s past it's understandable why he behaves that way. BUT at least the Uke still managed to open his heart to the seme. You can see he knows what he is doing and not once does he make the seme's feelings less revelant than his own. He acknowledges that he too has hurt him and still apologises.
Although the father dying in the car accident was too unsatisfactory for me. I wanted him to live long and see Uke thrive. I wanted him to live a long life in absolute misery. Then you get Seme's parents- ABSOLUTE GOALS. Like it's thanks to them that uke could heal nicely. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)