Here is the novel spoiler if anyone is interested. I read the whole novel on readhive but they took it down and I have yet to find another place to read it.
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ML knew that MC was a boy. He found out when MC was drunk at the hotel and he called him HUYNH. The night they drove to the hospital to see the grandfather one last time before he passed, they got into an accident. ML shielded MC from the impact and got badly hurt. ML's family was angry and told MC he needed to leave before ML woke up. ML was in critical condition and has not woken up yet. MC asks ML's brother if he could see ML one more time and say goodbye but the brother says no, he can either choose the money or his brother. (Refer to the flashback with the brother). MC had no choice since it was his family and he really needed the money. When ML woke up, he asked to see MC but his family told him that he did not make it in the accident. ML kind of knew his family was lying but a part of him blamed himself as well. He searches for the MC everywhere. One day he drove into a lake and his family thought he was trying to k**l himself but it was actually just an accident. He lost his memories and his family thought it was best that he didn’t remember anything so they tried to hide everything from him. Remember when MC tried to call ML on the phone? The day that MC's mom passed? Yeah, ML lost his memories at that time so he couldn’t recall who it was but that call triggered something in his memories. So he began searching again. He didn’t know what he was searching for but he just knew he had to find that person. ML regains his memories on the trip they took to the grandfather's house when they went to pack things up. The ring that he left on top of the diary was to test MC because he knew how important that ring was. He knew that MC would never let that ring be thrown out and he was right. ML family is mad and will try to break them up again. MC went to talk to the ML family alone. BAMMM, ML to the rescue. Before his grandfather passed, he left something behind for ML. This whole time, the grandfather also knew that MC was a boy!!!! The grandfather told ML that if anything happened, he left something behind for ML to use against the family. (Remember when they were in the room together and talking? That's what they were talking about). ML and MC left the family house. They have a happy ending. They move in together, they go to MC’s brother’s graduation. I was waiting for the side story but they took it down. But y’all they do a lot of lovemaking in the novel which we will see in the mature version. Thank the lord for the mature version. The manhwa follows the novel to the T. Word for word. 1000/10, best Korean novel I’ve ever read and best manhwa ever.
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ML knew that MC was a boy. He found out when MC was drunk at the hotel and he called him HUYNH. The night they drove to the hospital to see the grandfather one last time before he passed, they got into an accident. ML shielded MC from the impact and got badly hurt. ML's family was angry and told MC he needed to leave before ML woke up. ML was in critical condition and has not woken up yet. MC asks ML's brother if he could see ML one more time and say goodbye but the brother says no, he can either choose the money or his brother. (Refer to the flashback with the brother). MC had no choice since it was his family and he really needed the money. When ML woke up, he asked to see MC but his family told him that he did not make it in the accident. ML kind of knew his family was lying but a part of him blamed himself as well. He searches for the MC everywhere. One day he drove into a lake and his family thought he was trying to k**l himself but it was actually just an accident. He lost his memories and his family thought it was best that he didn’t remember anything so they tried to hide everything from him. Remember when MC tried to call ML on the phone? The day that MC's mom passed? Yeah, ML lost his memories at that time so he couldn’t recall who it was but that call triggered something in his memories. So he began searching again. He didn’t know what he was searching for but he just knew he had to find that person. ML regains his memories on the trip they took to the grandfather's house when they went to pack things up. The ring that he left on top of the diary was to test MC because he knew how important that ring was. He knew that MC would never let that ring be thrown out and he was right. ML family is mad and will try to break them up again. MC went to talk to the ML family alone. BAMMM, ML to the rescue. Before his grandfather passed, he left something behind for ML. This whole time, the grandfather also knew that MC was a boy!!!! The grandfather told ML that if anything happened, he left something behind for ML to use against the family. (Remember when they were in the room together and talking? That's what they were talking about). ML and MC left the family house. They have a happy ending. They move in together, they go to MC’s brother’s graduation. I was waiting for the side story but they took it down. But y’all they do a lot of lovemaking in the novel which we will see in the mature version. Thank the lord for the mature version. The manhwa follows the novel to the T. Word for word. 1000/10, best Korean novel I’ve ever read and best manhwa ever.
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BEWARE THESE R HUGE MEGA INSANE SPOILERS
these spoilers include description of rape/SA please kindly leave if these subjects disturb you in any way.
brief recap + info:
some of yall might of guessed it: its the 2nd life of both mc and ml.
ML remembers everything except MC doesnt at all, although he has nightmares of his first life.
to add: I noticed manhwa chaps and novels chaps r almost the same (ex: ch 1 manhwa = ch 1 novel)
ok lets start; (im only talking about important details)
When does the 1st life storytime start?: around chaps 72-73
Whats happening after ch 41 in the manhwa? (upcoming updates):
MC learns about how to make perfume for a few chaps. ML offers MC a whole new perfume company for him under his own name: Sejin, and decides to make MC the ceo of the company. MC meets the employees, have dinner w them, etc.. (theres gonna be 1 sex scene after the dinner w the employees) MC receives the news that his father has been arrested for tax invasion and so on. MC realized that it was ML's doing that his family/haeshin coop. was going down. MC felt devasted bc it was his family but ML did it because MC was being mistreated w his own family and gaslighted by his dad to keep working for him so for MC's sake he exposed them. ML got help from MC's secretary btw. ML's precise reasoning: “In my eyes, they were abusers, but to you, they were the only family you had.”
1-2 chaps later, they have sex again but this time MC asked ML to imprint him since ML was the only one left for MC after the whole family situation, but at the end ML didnt imprint him. MC kind of displeased by this situation, stopped sleeping in ML's room and even kind of stopped talking to him bc ML was the one who cut ties w mc's family and now he was alone but ML refused to imprint him? After a f ew talks, they started talking A BIT ONLY again. ML's grandfather died and his brother also disappeared. MC decided to join the funeral with ML since he wanted to fix things at the same time after what happened w the imprinting situation. (btw this funeral is like 2 days long or smt) During a meal, while they were drinking, ML told MC about his side and how he felt and how he liked MC and he didnt want this to be a contracted marriage and also that MC should be the one to decide if they should date or not. Basically he didnt want to force MC to date him or to be in any forced relationship and do whatever was right for MC. After all that and when they came back home, ML got his rut and they almost had sex. ML ate sleeping pills + inhibitors and said this before he went to sleep: “… … You died before my eyes.” which made MC obviously confused. After that rut, ML decame awfully distant with MC BUT at the same time, MC started opening up abt his insomnia and other issues. Later on, MC finally launched his perfume company but ML never showed up to the opening ceremony. ML started avoiding MC by coming home late often too. Until one day ML told MC to end the marriage and that MC should leave whenever he wanted to. MC was completely dumbfounded and confused bc ML said a few days earlier how he liked him but now he said to leave? He felt betrayed. MC hurried to the study where ML was mid way through packinh/ getting ready to leave, and yells at ML how wrong he was to say that and why he said that. He questionned everything and finally yells ''do u think ill die infront of you?'' (MC doesnt know the context and just repeated what ML said during his rut out of anger) and starts yelling even more and questionned how weird it was for ML to get his heat cycles right everytime and every odd coincidence and if he was ever honest w him. He felt like a pet and an object: he was taken care of but he didnt know anything abt ML at all. ML felt like he didnt hv the right to date MC bc of what hes done (view 2nd paragraph) thats why he wanted MC to leave him (this was not mentionned btw) MC begged ML to let him stay w him and ML finally gave him and they had sex and he finally imprinted him: 1st life memories came flooded in in MC's mind. - 1st life storyline starts-
1st life summary: starts with storytime of MC and how he was adopted by his current father: MC left his abusive parents and clinged on a random rich person which happened to be Haeshin's CEO aka his adoptive dad. MC was later arranged a marriage with ML. ML did not really give a fuck about MC at all tbh: he was awfully dry and only thought of it as a contract. During MC's first heat, he just kinda ignored him, 2ND heat they fucked bc MC asked him to, but keep it mind ML was awfully rude/rough in bed (legit no foreplay+he bled) Later on, both MC and ML started being kind to eachother: they would eat together, greet eachother in the mornings, etc.. MC was FRAMED by his whole family for tax invasion and was sent to prison but luckily ML bought him out of it. Basically MC's family used him so Haeshin company would not get caught in those problems. Basically after he got out of prison, bc of ML, his family totally cut him off. !!! MC was asked to steal a document in Ml's study which MC obviously did for his father way before he was framed by his family since father was like yk how i raised u blah blah.
This sadly was the reason both MC and ML grew apart. While MC and ML were starting to like each other and even having comforting sex, ML felt absolutely betrayed by MC for not being honest earlier about stealing the files and MC couldve even come up with a reason and straihht up told ML he stole it for his own good. ML started ignoring MC around house and it detoriated MC's mental/physical health since he craved love and attention; he starved himself too. One day ML came home drunk and MC begged on his knees to not ignore him and give him another chance and how hed do ANYTHING for ML to forgive him (MC's family alr left him so if ML leaves him, he'll be all alone and he was scared of that) ML forcefully made MC to blowjob him and even told him to act like a prostitute if he wanted to be forgiven. MC throat was swelled up for a few days due to this incident. Meanwhile ML was at a funeral, MC went into heat again but this time ML's brother also randomly came and RAPED the shit out of MC (ch 86) it was disturbely written. MC who got so fucked up after the rape, called his secretary and asked him to pick him up to leave cause he was finally done w this place. ML went to MC's house and noticed how bruised MC looked like and demanded who did that to him, but obviously MC being fed up with the whole situation just told ML he slept w his brother (didnt say it was rape at all) ML being mad, he rapes MC and forcefully imprints him w pain (ugh it was so hard to read that part). Later on, the Moment where MC wakes up from all the sex w ML, hes been brought to ML's mansion again. THIS time he was confined: he can only sleep in ML's bed and if he wanted to leave to another room, he needed his bodyguard to follow him. (its been several months from the raping incident too) MC would starve himself and just felt depressed the whole time. Until the doctor told him he was pregnant: MC didnt know whos child it was; ML's or ML's brother. MC finally had enough and didnt want to give birth to a successor, he went to ML's study and kills himself.
after imprint (2nd life/present): MC still decided to leave ML. ''If you were going to let me know about such painful emotions, you shouldn't have imprinted on me. If you knew that emotions are so contagious, you should have been a little more careful.'' and ended the marriage and left w a suitcase. 3 months have passed and ML decides tomake a random contract/proejct in order to meet w MC bc he missed him dearly. Bc of the contract between MC’s perfume company and ML’s company, they met up every single day in MC’s office (ML wanted to do this for 3 weeks straight since he missed MC sm). After their contract/project which took like a week or so, ML and MC left together and had sex after a company dinner. They had sex bc MC’s heat and ML’s rut aligned bc they eere both imprinted/bonded whatever u call it
OK I ONLY READ TILL 92 SORRY POOKIES! ill update when i finish the novel:3
sorry for bad english btw ( ̄へ ̄)i mostly speak french
ANYWAYS please lmk any questions or precisions in my answer:3
these spoilers include description of rape/SA please kindly leave if these subjects disturb you in any way.
brief recap + info:
some of yall might of guessed it: its the 2nd life of both mc and ml.
ML remembers everything except MC doesnt at all, although he has nightmares of his first life.
to add: I noticed manhwa chaps and novels chaps r almost the same (ex: ch 1 manhwa = ch 1 novel)
ok lets start; (im only talking about important details)
When does the 1st life storytime start?: around chaps 72-73
Whats happening after ch 41 in the manhwa? (upcoming updates):
MC learns about how to make perfume for a few chaps. ML offers MC a whole new perfume company for him under his own name: Sejin, and decides to make MC the ceo of the company. MC meets the employees, have dinner w them, etc.. (theres gonna be 1 sex scene after the dinner w the employees) MC receives the news that his father has been arrested for tax invasion and so on. MC realized that it was ML's doing that his family/haeshin coop. was going down. MC felt devasted bc it was his family but ML did it because MC was being mistreated w his own family and gaslighted by his dad to keep working for him so for MC's sake he exposed them. ML got help from MC's secretary btw. ML's precise reasoning: “In my eyes, they were abusers, but to you, they were the only family you had.”
1-2 chaps later, they have sex again but this time MC asked ML to imprint him since ML was the only one left for MC after the whole family situation, but at the end ML didnt imprint him. MC kind of displeased by this situation, stopped sleeping in ML's room and even kind of stopped talking to him bc ML was the one who cut ties w mc's family and now he was alone but ML refused to imprint him? After a f ew talks, they started talking A BIT ONLY again. ML's grandfather died and his brother also disappeared. MC decided to join the funeral with ML since he wanted to fix things at the same time after what happened w the imprinting situation. (btw this funeral is like 2 days long or smt) During a meal, while they were drinking, ML told MC about his side and how he felt and how he liked MC and he didnt want this to be a contracted marriage and also that MC should be the one to decide if they should date or not. Basically he didnt want to force MC to date him or to be in any forced relationship and do whatever was right for MC. After all that and when they came back home, ML got his rut and they almost had sex. ML ate sleeping pills + inhibitors and said this before he went to sleep: “… … You died before my eyes.” which made MC obviously confused. After that rut, ML decame awfully distant with MC BUT at the same time, MC started opening up abt his insomnia and other issues. Later on, MC finally launched his perfume company but ML never showed up to the opening ceremony. ML started avoiding MC by coming home late often too. Until one day ML told MC to end the marriage and that MC should leave whenever he wanted to. MC was completely dumbfounded and confused bc ML said a few days earlier how he liked him but now he said to leave? He felt betrayed. MC hurried to the study where ML was mid way through packinh/ getting ready to leave, and yells at ML how wrong he was to say that and why he said that. He questionned everything and finally yells ''do u think ill die infront of you?'' (MC doesnt know the context and just repeated what ML said during his rut out of anger) and starts yelling even more and questionned how weird it was for ML to get his heat cycles right everytime and every odd coincidence and if he was ever honest w him. He felt like a pet and an object: he was taken care of but he didnt know anything abt ML at all. ML felt like he didnt hv the right to date MC bc of what hes done (view 2nd paragraph) thats why he wanted MC to leave him (this was not mentionned btw) MC begged ML to let him stay w him and ML finally gave him and they had sex and he finally imprinted him: 1st life memories came flooded in in MC's mind. - 1st life storyline starts-
1st life summary: starts with storytime of MC and how he was adopted by his current father: MC left his abusive parents and clinged on a random rich person which happened to be Haeshin's CEO aka his adoptive dad. MC was later arranged a marriage with ML. ML did not really give a fuck about MC at all tbh: he was awfully dry and only thought of it as a contract. During MC's first heat, he just kinda ignored him, 2ND heat they fucked bc MC asked him to, but keep it mind ML was awfully rude/rough in bed (legit no foreplay+he bled) Later on, both MC and ML started being kind to eachother: they would eat together, greet eachother in the mornings, etc.. MC was FRAMED by his whole family for tax invasion and was sent to prison but luckily ML bought him out of it. Basically MC's family used him so Haeshin company would not get caught in those problems. Basically after he got out of prison, bc of ML, his family totally cut him off. !!! MC was asked to steal a document in Ml's study which MC obviously did for his father way before he was framed by his family since father was like yk how i raised u blah blah.
This sadly was the reason both MC and ML grew apart. While MC and ML were starting to like each other and even having comforting sex, ML felt absolutely betrayed by MC for not being honest earlier about stealing the files and MC couldve even come up with a reason and straihht up told ML he stole it for his own good. ML started ignoring MC around house and it detoriated MC's mental/physical health since he craved love and attention; he starved himself too. One day ML came home drunk and MC begged on his knees to not ignore him and give him another chance and how hed do ANYTHING for ML to forgive him (MC's family alr left him so if ML leaves him, he'll be all alone and he was scared of that) ML forcefully made MC to blowjob him and even told him to act like a prostitute if he wanted to be forgiven. MC throat was swelled up for a few days due to this incident. Meanwhile ML was at a funeral, MC went into heat again but this time ML's brother also randomly came and RAPED the shit out of MC (ch 86) it was disturbely written. MC who got so fucked up after the rape, called his secretary and asked him to pick him up to leave cause he was finally done w this place. ML went to MC's house and noticed how bruised MC looked like and demanded who did that to him, but obviously MC being fed up with the whole situation just told ML he slept w his brother (didnt say it was rape at all) ML being mad, he rapes MC and forcefully imprints him w pain (ugh it was so hard to read that part). Later on, the Moment where MC wakes up from all the sex w ML, hes been brought to ML's mansion again. THIS time he was confined: he can only sleep in ML's bed and if he wanted to leave to another room, he needed his bodyguard to follow him. (its been several months from the raping incident too) MC would starve himself and just felt depressed the whole time. Until the doctor told him he was pregnant: MC didnt know whos child it was; ML's or ML's brother. MC finally had enough and didnt want to give birth to a successor, he went to ML's study and kills himself.
after imprint (2nd life/present): MC still decided to leave ML. ''If you were going to let me know about such painful emotions, you shouldn't have imprinted on me. If you knew that emotions are so contagious, you should have been a little more careful.'' and ended the marriage and left w a suitcase. 3 months have passed and ML decides tomake a random contract/proejct in order to meet w MC bc he missed him dearly. Bc of the contract between MC’s perfume company and ML’s company, they met up every single day in MC’s office (ML wanted to do this for 3 weeks straight since he missed MC sm). After their contract/project which took like a week or so, ML and MC left together and had sex after a company dinner. They had sex bc MC’s heat and ML’s rut aligned bc they eere both imprinted/bonded whatever u call it
OK I ONLY READ TILL 92 SORRY POOKIES! ill update when i finish the novel:3
sorry for bad english btw ( ̄へ ̄)i mostly speak french
ANYWAYS please lmk any questions or precisions in my answer:3
2024-08-27 03:14 marked
HEAVY Spoiler
It's true that the seme (ml) already knew that uke (mc) was lying about his experience with girls, but that's not the reason why he approached him. Since their first meeting, he has been quite attracted to uke (before uke even notices him). Even when they weren't close, when he learned that uke didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he quit smoking (the reason why uke never knew he smoked).
But for him (seme) he wasn't in love with uke, he just thought he was attracted to him, so when he approached him it was just to have a one night stand, but he quickly abandoned this plan, because he is too much attracted to MC.
At this point in the story, he already knew he wanted to be with MC, and quite quickly, he will be completely in love and he's the obsessive type. So don't worry now that they're together, he will never do something that could cause a misunderstanding, he is too much in love with the uke for that. He went crazy when he thought mc wanted to break up with him (uke learned of his past lies), he couldn't sleep for days out of fear, and even if mc cheated on him he would forgive him because he can't imagine spending even one day without mc. He said something like "I can only think about you. You made me like this. Please do something", the man is very obsessed, and he's very panicked when he wake up and mc isn't near him. They have a life and death kind of relationship.
I think it was love at first sight for ml (even if he didn't notice).
It's true that the seme (ml) already knew that uke (mc) was lying about his experience with girls, but that's not the reason why he approached him. Since their first meeting, he has been quite attracted to uke (before uke even notices him). Even when they weren't close, when he learned that uke didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he quit smoking (the reason why uke never knew he smoked).
But for him (seme) he wasn't in love with uke, he just thought he was attracted to him, so when he approached him it was just to have a one night stand, but he quickly abandoned this plan, because he is too much attracted to MC.
At this point in the story, he already knew he wanted to be with MC, and quite quickly, he will be completely in love and he's the obsessive type. So don't worry now that they're together, he will never do something that could cause a misunderstanding, he is too much in love with the uke for that. He went crazy when he thought mc wanted to break up with him (uke learned of his past lies), he couldn't sleep for days out of fear, and even if mc cheated on him he would forgive him because he can't imagine spending even one day without mc. He said something like "I can only think about you. You made me like this. Please do something", the man is very obsessed, and he's very panicked when he wake up and mc isn't near him. They have a life and death kind of relationship.
I think it was love at first sight for ml (even if he didn't notice).
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If u want to read the novel here is the link (Chapter 54 is where this chapter is at)
https://travistranslations.com/novel/40766/love-history-caused-by-willful-negligence/vol-1-chapter-54/
https://travistranslations.com/novel/40766/love-history-caused-by-willful-negligence/vol-1-chapter-54/
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The raws of this manga are quite hard to find online unlike most webtoons. Someone shared a FB page that updates the chapters quite regularly. It's up to chapter 13 so far. I will put the link in a comment bellow. +++SPOILERS+++
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Riku gets jealous after the party incident with that rival guy who is close to Keiki. He starts to question his relationship with Keiki and cannot help thinking he just can't compete with that rival since Keiki is a high class alpha while Riku is basically just a random omega orphan with no status and no fortune. He then goes on a lunch with his high school friend (the one that has a crush on him) and his friend confirms his doubts and tells him Keiki is probably just using him since they are a match and he just wants to make him pregnant and have the baby.
Riku goes back home, ready to pack his stuff and leave. Keiki arrives and sees him mad. Riku then bursts into tears and tells him he won't just stay with him until he gets pregnant and he will leave back to his parents house so they better end this weird relationship. Keiki is confused and hugs Riku very tight. He tells him he doesn't like Riku because he is his match but he likes him for who he is. Riku then realizes that he just can't keep denying his feelings for Keiki and confesses his feelings to him saying: I LOVE YOU. Keiki is kinda shocked but also moved. He takes him to the bedroom and they make love.
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Riku gets jealous after the party incident with that rival guy who is close to Keiki. He starts to question his relationship with Keiki and cannot help thinking he just can't compete with that rival since Keiki is a high class alpha while Riku is basically just a random omega orphan with no status and no fortune. He then goes on a lunch with his high school friend (the one that has a crush on him) and his friend confirms his doubts and tells him Keiki is probably just using him since they are a match and he just wants to make him pregnant and have the baby.
Riku goes back home, ready to pack his stuff and leave. Keiki arrives and sees him mad. Riku then bursts into tears and tells him he won't just stay with him until he gets pregnant and he will leave back to his parents house so they better end this weird relationship. Keiki is confused and hugs Riku very tight. He tells him he doesn't like Riku because he is his match but he likes him for who he is. Riku then realizes that he just can't keep denying his feelings for Keiki and confesses his feelings to him saying: I LOVE YOU. Keiki is kinda shocked but also moved. He takes him to the bedroom and they make love.
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http://qvfammaonline.blogspot.com/2020/06/megumi-to-tsugumi-vol-03-capitulo-02.html
Spanish raws to a few chapters ahead...
Spanish raws to a few chapters ahead...
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