Throughout all these years, Joowon has been the only one self-aware enough to know that he’s been playing a role in order to stay close to the one he loves. Even if the relationship was fucked up and toxic, he’d rather have that than lose Haesoo 100%. So he resolved to playing the bad guy in front of everyone.To their parents he was probably the hyung who led Haesoo astray. To Haesoo he’s willing to be the jerk who led him into this messy relationship and “walks all over him”. But doing all of that kept it from becoming too real. It kept the consequences of their actions from taking them to the point of no return.
But now that Joowon has left the stage and is realizing that the role he’s been playing all these years hasn’t helped either of them, Haesoo is left all alone with no one to help shoulder the misery of their separation.
Haesoo was never willing to leave Joowon. He plays like he will and gets into meaningless relationships to convince himself that there are options outside of Joowon, but to truly leave him would be to face the depth of the love he has for him. Haesoo is always running away because he’s afraid Joowon doesn’t love him as much as he loves Joowon. Taku and Taku’s exhibition finally brought Haesoo face to face with the gravity of his relationship with Joowon.
They’ve been in love for a decade. It wasn’t just sex and it wasn’t just experimentation. They genuinely loved each other, but because of their family circumstances, they had to bury that love and disfigure it. If Haesoo convinces himself that he just fooled around with his step-brother and the sex was so good that he just kept doing it, then it would be easier to get through life. It’s easier to pretend that it’s just a messy fling, not a love that would require him to sacrifice everything.
The bitter truth is, Haesoo is deeply in love with someone he can’t be with. Joowon has been the only person who has supported Haesoo, comforted him, been with him at his best and his worst. Joowon sees Haesoo the way no one else does or is willing to. So now that Joowon has gotten off the stage, Haesoo can no longer play the part of the scorned lover or misled dongsaeng. He has to finally face himself and be honest about his true feelings for Joowon. I think he’s crying because he’s been running away from this sinking feeling of not being able to be with Joowon since Joowon told his mother “ we’re just joking around”
Puppy Love is overrated. Canis is underrated. I dont even have to explain. It's very obvious lol. Also, heres some underrated BL recs. Some of them are pretty well known already, but yee. Characters are just too adorable. Its a crime that its so underrated. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ringo_ki_kara_ochiru/ I love this one too much. About a ......
for BL: i think bj alex is overrated because of how it's put on such a high pedesatal when all the drama involved was pretty cliche. i think yuuutsu na asa, acid town, and dousei yankee akamatsu seven are underrated mangas. and they're all amazing btw.
Ehh love shuttle is kinda overrated and ik a lot of people are gonna hate when i say his but.... cherry blossoms after winter was bland... yeah it started fine but just welp took a very domestic turn and yeah its fluff what did i expect For underrated, lol allow me to recommend 《i have a boyfriend》 if youre into fluff and relastionship and if ......
For me Love or hate is overrated. The manhwa is too long. I'm just tired of this love triangle. Sometimes I believe that it's better for Haesoo to be alone
This response will sound equally as aggressive, mostly because it’s none of your business, as it’s not about you. People are free to enjoy what they like and you shouldn’t restrict them. 1) The idea of penetrating someone might turn them on, or perhaps they really don’t want to be women and think a male has it easier, or they identify more......
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