Eden want to read (All 205)
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My question is, how does haeil drowning fit in this timeline, cause it seems it’s literally not mentioned so is it treated as if it never happened?
Also y’all gotta get that Haeil hurt pado by basically calling him a liar and saying he went behind his back for some reason, and now he is trying desperately to get back what they had (they probably dated before given Haeil knows how pado kissed in the past). So it makes sense for him to be a pathetic loser now (his last dying thought was literally trying to make things right w pado ) and pado is loving it, he probably is just not ready to open up to him yet.
Hmm I think that happened in the 'past future' and because he was back to the past, it's now like everyone wasn't aware of it as it didn't happen yet and he has the candies because he was given the chance to change paths and be saved once. I dunno that's what I understand here.
If I'm not he was trying to save a child from drowning. I think he died twice because he hit his head was when he was talking to pado in the hotel but woke up fine with the star candy. I don't remember who that was that gave him the candy but she's tied to haeil and pado.
I’m not gonna lie, I found myself agreeing w a lot of blondies behaviours because I’m an introvert, and I have no desire to love anyone because I hate being vulnerable. Which is what he has done, and now he’s suffering the consequences of letting himself be vulnerable.
Aka, having to actually communicate with the other person about your feelings, having to actually participate in a relationship, having to be a good partner when you haven’t done it before. It all sounds easy, but for certain personality types that stuff is super hard to check, but doesn’t mean that the person doesn’t love the other.
If you cannot get him, you’ll not get what he’s actually feeling, nor why that could be a motivator for a lot of his thinking and behaviour. Should he have forced himself on the other? Absolutely not, and I highly doubt he would’ve done it if he wasn’t at his breaking point in terms of everything overwhelming him, and closing in on him like never before. He got scared, defensive and wanted to just hurt the other as much so he can actually have an excuse to punish himself and not face the reality of “being vulnerable with someone else is fine” (the vulnerability in question being love).
I myself have found that at certain points, I even wish to be mean or wish the other d*es so I could be free of the burden that are feelings for the other. Hence why I stay alone and closed off.
Of course the blue haired guy here is being lenient, and I hope (atm chap24) that he lets the other marinate in those feelings of shame and regret before forgiving or whatever. Because he’ll never get an actual apology that way if he wants that. But I find it impressive that he figured him out pretty early on, I’d say the author should’ve done a better job w his personality, cuz nothing indicated that he was this much emotionally mature, even to a point of communicating when he’s feeling scared, and communicating why he’s feeling scared.