It was never going to be TJ
BUT— his reason for choosing the gang over Ian is actually pretty sad. He doesn’t know a life or have a trade outside of being a gangster. His feelings have a huge root in anxious attachment. He’s terrified of leaving the group and terrified of Ian leaving him. Insecure about how desirable as he is, he feels the need to validate the affection from Ian through the power money he gets through the gang.
He would need to fix his trauma before being able to have a relationship with Ian—but he’s too afraid.
TJ is going to end up alone.
Also everyone needs to calm tf down. Both mls are hot and awesome and valid choices.
Hewwo and welcome! ₍₍ ( ๑˃◡ ˂๑)◞♡
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BL only!!!
= triggers (do expect violence, too bothersome to put)
abuse: could be physical, mental, verbal, sexual etc.
= my rating
(5=absolute fav, 4=very noice, 3=goodie, 2=meh, 1=nah)
= mayb +1 star
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My first list got full therefore had to make this list.
So, get ready for some more insane semes~
