Honestly I don't think I can handle the constant suffering. My rational side says to just leave the uploads be and come back once everything is resolved, so I can have a happy ending immediately. But the demon inside me impulsively clicks and reads every upload instantly, leaving me depressed until the next upload TT
It feels like just yesterday that I started this manhua. I've genuinely grown alongside it and it hasn't clicked yet that it's over. I'm going to be in mourning for a while ┗( T﹏T )┛