Lole's Things

Boi this fat old man came up to me and then in English asked what I do and of course I said a freelance artist and he asked "how's the job going?" I was like "good" then he proceeds to tell me "you know you should try a different occupation because those AI machines do a better job nowadays"

Like this old man bothered me, asked my job and his hateful soul had to comment about a robber doing a better job? Like he didn't even see my work! Fucking stupid. Then he proceeds to ask me why I am tan, like??? "The sun". May you be damned then be tanned in SK?? Mind you the tone was all casual, nothing outright hostile but that old man was coming for my neck and calling me "mixed blood, mixed blood" in the most condescending way, like I'm not even tan I could be wayyyy more tanner, but I'm afraid I'd offend him even more if I was lol. Told me to try few Korean beauty products and then left a while later. Wow.

Ps. This was one of those few racist moments I had, most ppl are very nice though.

need something to do, might steal what your doing, so what's your plan this weekend?

I knew I'd always been a child who'd make my Asian mom disappointed, jk she loves me, the pay I get is hella good mostly because I'm freelancer who luckily went right places for connection but dear god- can we talk about how shitty the treatment is??

I'm an foreigner (kinda), outsourced freelancer and it's almost fucking 5 am that I can return home from the shitty schedule of the company, the people are working to their bones only to hear certain criticism like "she's not so good" "not enough appeal" that sometimes clashes with how the author originally intended the work to go as.

The people can be harsh with their criticism but honestly I'm fine with that (they don't get to yell at me anyways) but the poor employees! Don't even get me started with Roxana artist. Korea's economy is going shit as is so brining up the pay is unfair as it seems to be effecting almost every profession.
To be fair least where I'm sourced in; the hierarchy ain't so shit, mostly because we are of same age and everybody is so fucking tired, they probably see each other's faces so much they might as well be a poly group cause wtf is a private life.

And yk what's worse? The 5 am I had to stay in that prison building I didn't really have work, I was done, why tf could I not leave??? Bitch I don't even need to come to the building, I usually work from my tiny hobbit hole.

the pays fine (depending where you live), the treatment isn't so bad remember this is a rant and there's always gonna be a bad in good too, better then Japan, don't be discouraged to make art a profession just make sure to get networking well though, but honestly I think imma stick to the west side of the world, waiting for my stupid time to be over here, can't wait.

Oh boy how does one approach this topic without getting hot-headed users in.. also this is me ranting - is long so meh I doubt many of you will read it anyways but here goes

Is bl considered for us queer people? (I am gay yes) And no I don't mean "IT'S FOR USSS! KEEP YOUR FILTHY HETERO HANDS AWAYYY" no if you read it yea, cool but just bl seems so fetishized?
I see 2 men but yet it's not "gay" it's "bl/yaoi" like somehow we are segmented.

And no if you read bl be my guest, no content is blocked to your access and why should it be? Whatever may be your orientation you have the right to enjoy the works and lately bls pump out soo many good plotlines but just bl doesn't feel yk.. gay?

Yes I'm aware of the argument "it's fictional" or "it's porn get over it" but it doesn't change the fact that it's fiction over very REAL people, It porn about very REAL communities.
Am I'm not saying "give us representation!!! Keep shit realistic!!!" but at some point it became just that, fictional men, fictional community that's mostly porn and are told very real people who very much of that group to "just get it over with! We aren't sexualizing the GAYS" bc bl is not "gay"

An example: real gay families aren't really portrayed; it's mostly ABO which is my opinion but it feels like people less validate a "family" if your not pushing out flesh from one of your hole or the traditional method of "the woman and a man". Sex! even with some great stories I see sooo many non-con, dub-con - HECK! It's always a rolled out 'top and bottom' with rare switches, and somehow men are "wet" up their ass like bro did piss go the wrong way? How are you doing that? Also by experience sex isn't always "AHHH~ UNGG~ FWOP! FWOP!" nah bro that shit requires time! Like when bottoms go "wait! Stop!" Bitch it hurts! Stop! Won't be able to take shit for days!

Lol what a rant! I doubt imma get responses but it's just my 2 cent, If this does get responses PLEASE KEEP IT RESPECTFUL!