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i can’t get over how gorgeous the art is… a lot of novels have been adapted into webtoons and i haven’t loved them personally but this adaptation really suits the novel…. also if you’re curious about whether or not dojin remembers their night together (SPOILERS)
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yes he does LOL. the reason he said hyunji is because he would have like wet dreams/fantasies about hyunwoo but the moment he said his name (in the dream) it would break the immersion and he would wake up (or something along those lines). at first he thought their first time together was a dream as well but with hyunwoo acting all suspicious he realizes pretty quickly it was real. lmfao. i love these idiots
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wait i’ve read the novel for this!! basically the top has a lowkey inferiority complex about the fact that he can’t win first place in exam scores over the bottom. at some point he secretly takes a picture of the bottom to help “motivate” him to win lmfao. anyway one day he runs into the bottom near the bottom’s cram school and they accidentally swap phones. then the top discovers that the bottom has a secret burner account where he posts nsfw videos of his naked body and of him jerking off.
we get to see both povs for the novel, and in the bottoms pov it’s revealed that the reason the bottom has this burner account is because his parents are controlling as fuck. i want to say both of them are professors (i think his dad is a law professor) and they have extremely high standards for how the bottom conducts his academic and private life. they search his room regularly, and this burner account is a way for the bottom to relieve stress. the phone that the top now has is his second secret phone, and the bottom’s plan is to just deny deny deny.
if i recall correctly, the top doesn’t originally intent to try and blackmail the bottom but seeing the bottom pretend nothing is wrong pisses him off. so he threatens him, but our bottom is no pushover. he basically goes aight bet do it you can’t prove this is me. the bottom lowkey masks his real personality, so it throws the top off guard lol.
anyway the two confront each other, even have a basketball off, and become somewhat, vaguely like friends. however everything goes to shit when the bottom’s parents find the top’s phone in his room and lose their shit. the bottom doesn’t want anyone to know about how shitty his home life is, so he tries to strike a deal with the top about just buying him a new phone. the top thinks the bottom is just playing him so he says harsh things about the bottom being a slut. once again, the bottom goes aight bet and then he starts jacking off in front of the top (previously the top made fun of him like ‘if u jack off in front of me i wont tell anyone’) and the top is angry and horny and confused LOL.
their relationship kinda crumbles after that, but the top keeps thinking about the bottom jacking off and getting all bothered. in their own way, the two reach out to each other again and enter weird ‘u make me horny and we’re not really friends and we’re still rivals but ur interesting to me’ territory. they make a bet about whoever gets first place (top says you have to let me fuck u in the ass (or smth like that) and the bottom says u have to send me a video of u jacking off too) and the bottom wins lol.
at some point they enter friends with benefit territory (think lots of jerking off, there are like two scenes where the top flicks/hits the bottom’s cock, so if ur into humiliation/pain play, it’s very lightly here) - but the top starts to develop real feelings. the bottom does too, but he’s entirely too pessimistic to think that the top could really like him. unfortunately the top decides to confess to the bottom right before exams, which makes the bottom think the top is just doing this to throw him off his game, the bottom accepts it as a way to fuck him over too.
after exams are over they confront each other, the top gets pissed off, the bottom chases after him to apologize. they start dating fr, but once again things go to shit with the bottom and his parents. the bottom and the top make plans for the summer but the bottom’s parents unilaterally decide to ship him off to boarding school. fed up, the bottom actually fights back against his parents, his father hits him, and he ends up having to leave anyway. the top goes to break him out, and in the process, realizes the bottom has a terrible home life and feels horrible because all this time, he thought the bottom had been living the high life. (i stopped reading here but i assume the rest of the novel just details them getting into college and living happily ever after as adults lol)
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omg i’m rereading the series in korean and i never realized that the official english version cuts out the part of jihwan’s childhood where it’s heavily implied he kills the cat he was feeding… on the note of his childhood though i actually think it’s also kind of implied that his mom was going to kill the both of them - that’s why she wanted them to sleep together, but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. i wonder if jihwan felt abandoned subconsciously, and that’s why he killed the cat (because it was in a similar position to him with no mom)
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every single update i’m in the trenches fighting for kang jun my god, don’t understand why some of yall are hate reading if you find the MAIN CHARACTER annoying go read another manhwa where the protagonist is some kind hearted, poor, average looking guy like taesan (you literally have your pick of like half the entire bl genre). kang jun, my canonically rich, beautiful, intelligent, asshole, selfish nepo baby, they could never make me hate you
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i’m so curious to see what’s gonna happen next. i actually don’t think the ML is going to approach the MC first, i think it’ll either be (a) they mutually avoid each other until something like a group project or whatever forces them to talk to each other or (b) whatever is going on with the whole debt thing, the ML will catch them harassing the MC and out and end to it and maybe the MC’s resolve will waver and he’ll reach out first
ugh the bottom is so my type lol - bitchy, hot as hell, black hair, droopy green eyes…. begging this gets a longer spin off