beta
I think I am a lot like ML. I mean either I want to bind my partner to me like he won't be able to live without me but there's also part of me think that they should just live their life far away from me. They will be better off without me. It's just two extremes. And I kind of feel bad about the way I am and feel so scared to get in a relationship. Sure, many will say that then just change yourself. But it's not easy to change.