I think I am a lot like ML. I mean either I want to bind my partner to me like he won't be able to live without me but there's also part of me think that they should just live their life far away from me. They will be better off without me. It's just two extremes. And I kind of feel bad about the way I am and feel so scared to get in a relationship. Sure, many will say that then just change yourself. But it's not easy to change.
Sometimes I feel so illegal when they are together. I mean true they are going to be lovers in 10 years but it feels so odd to me when they are this close ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Yeah we're grown ups now. We learned a lot of things. That things like this happens irl and it is not a romantic thing, sometimes it's predatory. That also makes us uncomfortable now, even though it is a story and storywise it is romantic if not wholesome unless it's done in a tragic way or something.
Just fucking date already ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍