Posihighposicleanposifresh July 28, 2025 9:28 pm

Never seen this many negative reviews on another bl story so far, I'm glad this story finally getting the hate it deserves

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 25, 2025 7:25 pm

I really hate ian nipple being censored in the cover cus who would not love to see those huge boobas

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 23, 2025 4:38 am

The current name is so edgy that i even forgot the og one , can someone please remind me!!

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 18, 2025 8:07 pm

The name is....... “my calculus” , shouldn't it be more accurate as “my cactus”(since the plant resembles cactus lol

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 12, 2025 8:59 pm

So the God ml also cheat on him with other servers as in the form of serving??? Is that true???

    Double starbursts July 12, 2025 10:18 pm

    I mean it makes sense. He's a God who probably thinks of humans as nothing more than playthings and barely has feelings so he can do whatever he wants. Still sucks for poor Nain tho

    I CANNOT STOP TWINKling July 12, 2025 10:21 pm

    Nope

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 5, 2025 3:20 pm

Bro they were talking about the real-life author himself, not a manga character.

Here’s the breakdown:

Ryosuke Nanazaki (七崎良輔) is a real person, not a fictional character.

He wrote a real autobiography, titled 『僕が夫に出会うまで』 (Until I Met My Husband) — about his life: first love, bullying, coming out as gay, meeting his male partner, and getting married.

The Twitter fight that happened at 4 AM was between Ryosuke and his actual husband (same-sex partner).

All that drama — the pollen in food, the nudes on secret Twitter, the cheating messages, and the brutal clapbacks — was between them in real life, and people caught it all because they were posting it publicly on Twitter


So yeah, this was not manga, it was a messy real-life situation between the author and his partner, spilling onto Twitter like a reality show.

    Posihighposicleanposifresh July 5, 2025 3:30 pm

    This is the summary to those heartbroken people who still think the characters of the manga, who had broken off except it's a fake rumor and just author private life, your welcome

    DOBIINN!! July 17, 2025 6:55 pm

    Wait forgive me for my lack of knowledge in grammar lol caused i got confused in your comment. So basically the two main character in the story is still happily together and the author (which is the one who wrote the storyboard or draw the manga) is the one with the issue?

    DOBIINN!! July 17, 2025 6:56 pm
    This is the summary to those heartbroken people who still think the characters of the manga, who had broken off except it's a fake rumor and just author private life, your welcome Posihighposicleanposifresh

    + GIRL YOUR PFP GOT ME GAGGING

    Posihighposicleanposifresh July 18, 2025 2:40 pm
    Wait forgive me for my lack of knowledge in grammar lol caused i got confused in your comment. So basically the two main character in the story is still happily together and the author (which is the one who wro... DOBIINN!!

    Yeah yeah, it's actually about the real life of author, and since the name of mc and ml is, real name's of author and his ex husband, people get confused and start making things that, the characters in the story broke up well it's actually not and just real life people having divorce

    Posihighposicleanposifresh July 18, 2025 2:41 pm
    + GIRL YOUR PFP GOT ME GAGGING DOBIINN!!

    Well I made it for that reason lol(≧∇≦)/

    Posihighposicleanposifresh July 18, 2025 2:44 pm
    Yeah yeah, it's actually about the real life of author, and since the name of mc and ml is, real name's of author and his ex husband, people get confused and start making things that, the characters in the stor... Posihighposicleanposifresh

    Sorry i made a mistake, I meant to say no the characters in this story didn't broke up, it was based of author real life thought

    DOBIINN!! July 18, 2025 5:29 pm
    Sorry i made a mistake, I meant to say no the characters in this story didn't broke up, it was based of author real life thought Posihighposicleanposifresh

    Is this an account of his husband?

    @ryousuke010010

    Cause he looks similar to his husband.. and digging into it i saw ryousuke nanasaki in one of his post.

    Posihighposicleanposifresh July 18, 2025 7:14 pm
    Is this an account of his husband?@ryousuke010010Cause he looks similar to his husband.. and digging into it i saw ryousuke nanasaki in one of his post. DOBIINN!!

    I'm not sure, I also tried matching the photo from nanapy(author account) where he posted their marriage photo, to the fitness guy (the one you mentioned), I think they do have a kind of Resemblance and same name too, but at the same time, I'm not sure if there are the person as same name and face of people exist

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 5, 2025 3:18 pm

I gone to the link where it says, the mc and ml had divorced, I found this idk written in Japanese so I translated it


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> Ryosuke Nanazaki (34), the author of the moving autobiography “Until I Met My Husband”, which recounts his first love, experiences with bullying, coming out as gay, meeting his male partner, and holding a same-sex wedding, and his same-sex marriage partner were involved in a Twitter battle at 4 AM, which is summarized below:

@nanapy_1987
@ryousuke_1983

Ryosuke claimed:
“He called my lack of initiative ‘an excuse’ and went as far as mixing cedar pollen from Gifu Prefecture into my food.”

(Book price: 1,500 yen + tax)



The book “Until I Met My Husband”, which describes his first love, bullying, coming out as gay, and finally getting married to his male partner, was well received.
But on December 2nd, at 4 AM, Nanazaki posted a tweet saying:

> “I’ve separated from my partner. To those who supported me, please read this.”



— and attached a long message.



In that message, he revealed details about their married life.
His partner then clapped back, saying:

> “Weren’t you the one who said: ‘Now that the book has sold well and I’ve saved up money, and I’m going to run for Edogawa Ward assembly, I can’t risk my messy private life being exposed — I want to separate because I won’t survive as a public figure’?”





Nanazaki responded:

> “Messy life? If you can go public with it, go ahead and try.”



Then he counterattacked by posting screenshots of his partner’s secret Twitter account, where he uploaded nude photos of other men and tweeted things like:

> “I’m feeling horny (mrmrするなあ).”





> “We were in a toxic cycle of trading shocking and hurtful words every day.”





> “It wasn’t just words — it was literally life or death at times.”



Nanazaki continued:

> “He might love me… but he’s a psychopath.”





The partner, apparently enraged, then revealed that Nanazaki had met a man on a hookup forum and messaged him saying:

> “Can I come over?”
“It’s not cheating — I just want to get off.”
“I just want to masturbate with someone.”





> (Posted: 7:12 PM , dec 2 2021

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 5, 2025 2:31 pm

Shit why it's not updating,....... We're still stuck at season 1

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 5, 2025 2:27 pm

I thought they all look like guwon and had dark circles and skin turning black but apparently they all look like normal thugs, maybe mentally ill/pure evill to worship guwon btw fuck this guwon cus he keeps turning scarier every chapter yknow what, let mc kill him (bet that's not gonna happen thought)

Posihighposicleanposifresh July 3, 2025 9:03 pm

"That was my second heartbreak " me too
although it's not second in my life

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