Can I get a raise of "hands" of people who have self harmed, and/or attempted suicide? *raises hand I know I have done both. I used to cut and burn myself, and I tried to commit suicide 6 times now. One of the times, and the most recent times, I overdosed of the medication that I am supposed to take. I was supposed to take two pills twice a day. Once in the morning, and once before I eat dinner. Instead, I popped 8. I had a huge trip, and killed my own ego. And then I woke up in the ER. Laying in that bed, I thought 'you know what, I need to stop. Why am I even doing this?' I thought about it, and it was for the dumbest reason. You wanna know that reason? It was because I was listening to the society. I am a transgender male, and the society didn't accept that. They tell you things like, "its just a phase", or "why did you choose to do this to yourself?". And you know what I did? I tried to explain myself, and when they denied my explanations, I tried to come up with more and more reasons. In that little room, I realized that the only answer I needed to give anyone was, 'because, thats just how I am, and if you don't like, or accept me for who I am, you should just mind your own damn business.' So if you get questioned about what or who you like, or if you get questioned on who you want to be, then just tell them to go and go fuck themselves. Let me hear your stories in the replies.
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.remember kids!!!down the street, not across the road ;^^)) @Anonymous
My name is Aurelius, and I am a transgender male, as well. I know how you feel completely. I told my mom when I was in middle school, but not my dad. She completely ignored it the first time I told her, and because I tend to get angry to the point of crying when I'm frustrated and she doesn't listen to me, I decided to try saying my feelings through email to see if she would understand. She just kept on saying things like "you have to wear a dress to your awards night because you're a girl, and you have to accept that." I cried myself to sleep most nights, and I didn't know what to do with myself until I made close friends that helped me get through it. They taught me that people won't understand how I feel unless I show and tell them how serious I am. I went to a therapist with my mother that specialized in family issues with LGBTQ+ teens. He really helped us, especially because I had depression before then and had no intention of ever being very open about my being transgender until my mother and I met him. I also recently read a memoir book called Some Assembly Required by Arin Andrews, who is a transgender male. His book reminded me that there are others out there that are like me, struggled through the same things that I did, and still ended up happy. I recommend you read it. And if not, have you tried going to family therapy or a counselor? It may sound like you're admitting that there's something wrong with you to your parents, but it's not. I really and truly helps, if it's the right person.
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.remember kids!!!down the street, not across the road ;^^)) @Anonymous
you tried hard to be edgy but failed, not even funny
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.remember kids!!!down the street, not across the road ;^^)) @Anonymous
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.remember kids!!!down the street, not across the road ;^^)) @Anonymous
A lot of my cis male friends read yaoi. That is such a lie. Angel
I know you, youre that one person who writes long fake stories that sound straight out of a yaoi LOL, sure you have cis male friends who read yaoi, I believe you
How does it feel wasting hours and days of your life reading yaoi instead of learning proper english? enlighten me @Anonymous
i have the proficiency so i dont care anymore. just to know, people who feel joy by derogating someone have really low self esteem and some personal issues. so u should check it:)
this person is known for writing fake stories, dont even bother defending Angel this is one fake story she wrote http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/22044/ @Anonymous
well i dont care if he/she is lying or not. i just get irritated by random people who think that this site is for bad-mouthing others..
I've tried suicide ones, because I don't really have friends and my parents always mistake me for my older sister (who is successful) and that makes me feel sad and left behind... Nothing really stopped me from killing myself. I was at home alone and ate a bottle of really strong medicine. I actually ate it, but then I just felt like I shouldn't do it and puked it out. I haven't told this to enyone, not even my parents.
I know you, youre that one person who writes long fake stories that sound straight out of a yaoi LOL, sure you have cis male friends who read yaoi, I believe you @Anonymous
So, what makes you think that I lie? What do I get out of making fake stories? A medal? Or maybe a piece of candy? No, I don't. So, why would I make up fake stories? I don't know about you, but I don't make a habit of coming up with fake stories to entertain people like you that don't care about me. Why would I lie to entertain you? Or others? I don't. Why would you think I lie? And are you saying that only females and transgender males read and enjoy yaoi? Are you stereotyping people that read yaoi and discriminating against men by saying that cis men don't read yaoi? Because it's not true. And by saying that I don't have friends and that I lie about things that I have no need to lie about says many things about you. You, who goes around anonymously, without a real l account so that people can track you down after making Mangago, a place where people come to read and talk about things they like, into a place that people only feel bad about themselves for no reason except that you want to make them feel bad. I don't know if you do it to make yourself feel better, or whatever else, but it's not good. And one last thing, I don't lie and I am a male.
I've tried suicide ones, because I don't really have friends and my parents always mistake me for my older sister (who is successful) and that makes me feel sad and left behind... Nothing really stopped me from... AnLu
I don't know what it's like to be mistaken for another sibling, but at one point, my parents were so disappointed in me about being transgender that I know what it feels like to feel left behind. Like people don't care about YOU anymore. Just who you're supposed to be, or who you aren't. I used a knife to partially cut myself a few times, but my girlfriend at the time called me while I was in the middle of it once, and because she knew about me being transgender and not being accepted, she persuaded me that killing myself would mean the people that hated and didn't accept me would win, and I couldn't accept that. I didn't have many friends at the time, but by staying alive and well, I showed them that I am worthwhile and eventually, things got better. I went to a Performing Arts high school, where I successfully transitioned, then moved to London to get an education. I found people that liked me for who I am and not for who people wanted me to be. I don't know if this was helpful to you, but I want you to know that if you don't give up, your efforts won't be in vain. (And yes, I know that was very cliche thing for me to say.)
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.remember kids!!!down the street, not across the road ;^^)) @Anonymous
My name is Aurelius, and I am a transgender male, as well. I know how you feel completely. I told my mom when I was in middle school, but not my dad. She completely ignored it the first time I told her, and bec... Angel
Wow, thanks! I'll try to get that book, if my mom let's me.... I have come out to my parents, but they keep saying "you'll grow out of it". It depresses me a lot, but I guess I'll eventually get through it all. Thanks again for your kind words!
Wow, thanks! I'll try to get that book, if my mom let's me.... I have come out to my parents, but they keep saying "you'll grow out of it". It depresses me a lot, but I guess I'll eventually get through it all.... SleepDeprivation
I don't know what's up with that lame "Anonymous" that's too scared to make an account so that people can track him/her down for the shit he/she says, but it's cowardly and they shouldn't be doing or saying stuff like that. Anyway, how old are you? I mean, high school, middle school, college? My parents always said stuff like that until I went to a therapist with them and they were told that it was an actual scientific condition that one doesn't "grow out of". I suppose their excuse was having raised me as a female their whole lives, which is a pretty good excuse for being hopeful that it's a phase if you ask me. But, getting them used to it little by little and slowly transitioning by doing things like wearing boys clothes, cutting your hair (that's funny coming from me, I have long hair), etc. I remember one thing that our therapist told my parents that changed how they thought about everything. He said, "A large percentage of transgender people attempt suicide. Would you rather have a dead daughter or a living son?" I'm glad that you're hanging in there, and know that I'm on your side for help when you need it!
Can I get a raise of "hands" of people who have self harmed, and/or attempted suicide?
*raises hand
I know I have done both. I used to cut and burn myself, and I tried to commit suicide 6 times now.
One of the times, and the most recent times, I overdosed of the medication that I am supposed to take. I was supposed to take two pills twice a day. Once in the morning, and once before I eat dinner. Instead, I popped 8. I had a huge trip, and killed my own ego. And then I woke up in the ER. Laying in that bed, I thought 'you know what, I need to stop. Why am I even doing this?'
I thought about it, and it was for the dumbest reason.
You wanna know that reason?
It was because I was listening to the society. I am a transgender male, and the society didn't accept that. They tell you things like, "its just a phase", or "why did you choose to do this to yourself?". And you know what I did? I tried to explain myself, and when they denied my explanations, I tried to come up with more and more reasons.
In that little room, I realized that the only answer I needed to give anyone was, 'because, thats just how I am, and if you don't like, or accept me for who I am, you should just mind your own damn business.'
So if you get questioned about what or who you like, or if you get questioned on who you want to be, then just tell them to go and go fuck themselves.
Let me hear your stories in the replies.
why haven't you succeeding in killing yourself already? it's about time you do this world a favor.
remember kids!!!
down the street, not across the road
;^^))
Wtf r u saying
My name is Aurelius, and I am a transgender male, as well. I know how you feel completely. I told my mom when I was in middle school, but not my dad. She completely ignored it the first time I told her, and because I tend to get angry to the point of crying when I'm frustrated and she doesn't listen to me, I decided to try saying my feelings through email to see if she would understand. She just kept on saying things like "you have to wear a dress to your awards night because you're a girl, and you have to accept that." I cried myself to sleep most nights, and I didn't know what to do with myself until I made close friends that helped me get through it. They taught me that people won't understand how I feel unless I show and tell them how serious I am. I went to a therapist with my mother that specialized in family issues with LGBTQ+ teens. He really helped us, especially because I had depression before then and had no intention of ever being very open about my being transgender until my mother and I met him. I also recently read a memoir book called Some Assembly Required by Arin Andrews, who is a transgender male. His book reminded me that there are others out there that are like me, struggled through the same things that I did, and still ended up happy. I recommend you read it. And if not, have you tried going to family therapy or a counselor? It may sound like you're admitting that there's something wrong with you to your parents, but it's not. I really and truly helps, if it's the right person.
why so many transboys read yaoi but cis boys dont, wonders.
you tried hard to be edgy but failed, not even funny
That is so rude and inappropriate.
That's not even damn funny.
A lot of my cis male friends read yaoi. That is such a lie.
I know you, youre that one person who writes long fake stories that sound straight out of a yaoi LOL, sure you have cis male friends who read yaoi, I believe you
"A lot of my" like you have any friends at all to even distinguish them. Lol.
let me ask u smth...how does it feel? do u feel good by criticising people u dont even know? enlighten me
Wtf i wrote a long ass reply where tf is it
this person is known for writing fake stories, dont even bother defending Angel this is one fake story she wrote http://www.mangago.zone/thing/about/22044/
How does it feel wasting hours and days of your life reading yaoi instead of learning proper english? enlighten me
i have the proficiency so i dont care anymore.
just to know, people who feel joy by derogating someone have really low self esteem and some personal issues. so u should check it:)
well i dont care if he/she is lying or not. i just get irritated by random people who think that this site is for bad-mouthing others..
I've tried suicide ones, because I don't really have friends and my parents always mistake me for my older sister (who is successful) and that makes me feel sad and left behind... Nothing really stopped me from killing myself. I was at home alone and ate a bottle of really strong medicine. I actually ate it, but then I just felt like I shouldn't do it and puked it out. I haven't told this to enyone, not even my parents.
So, what makes you think that I lie? What do I get out of making fake stories? A medal? Or maybe a piece of candy? No, I don't. So, why would I make up fake stories? I don't know about you, but I don't make a habit of coming up with fake stories to entertain people like you that don't care about me. Why would I lie to entertain you? Or others? I don't. Why would you think I lie? And are you saying that only females and transgender males read and enjoy yaoi? Are you stereotyping people that read yaoi and discriminating against men by saying that cis men don't read yaoi? Because it's not true. And by saying that I don't have friends and that I lie about things that I have no need to lie about says many things about you. You, who goes around anonymously, without a real l account so that people can track you down after making Mangago, a place where people come to read and talk about things they like, into a place that people only feel bad about themselves for no reason except that you want to make them feel bad. I don't know if you do it to make yourself feel better, or whatever else, but it's not good. And one last thing, I don't lie and I am a male.
I don't know what it's like to be mistaken for another sibling, but at one point, my parents were so disappointed in me about being transgender that I know what it feels like to feel left behind. Like people don't care about YOU anymore. Just who you're supposed to be, or who you aren't. I used a knife to partially cut myself a few times, but my girlfriend at the time called me while I was in the middle of it once, and because she knew about me being transgender and not being accepted, she persuaded me that killing myself would mean the people that hated and didn't accept me would win, and I couldn't accept that. I didn't have many friends at the time, but by staying alive and well, I showed them that I am worthwhile and eventually, things got better. I went to a Performing Arts high school, where I successfully transitioned, then moved to London to get an education. I found people that liked me for who I am and not for who people wanted me to be. I don't know if this was helpful to you, but I want you to know that if you don't give up, your efforts won't be in vain. (And yes, I know that was very cliche thing for me to say.)
I'm a he, and I wasn't lying.
Well...
Thaaaaaaaaaaaanks
Wow, thanks! I'll try to get that book, if my mom let's me.... I have come out to my parents, but they keep saying "you'll grow out of it". It depresses me a lot, but I guess I'll eventually get through it all. Thanks again for your kind words!
Same
Are you the same person who told me to try to kill myself again?
You're a little bitch, you know that?
How does it feel to be a literal dick?
Wow, this comment section became a real hell hole, huh?
I don't know what's up with that lame "Anonymous" that's too scared to make an account so that people can track him/her down for the shit he/she says, but it's cowardly and they shouldn't be doing or saying stuff like that. Anyway, how old are you? I mean, high school, middle school, college? My parents always said stuff like that until I went to a therapist with them and they were told that it was an actual scientific condition that one doesn't "grow out of". I suppose their excuse was having raised me as a female their whole lives, which is a pretty good excuse for being hopeful that it's a phase if you ask me. But, getting them used to it little by little and slowly transitioning by doing things like wearing boys clothes, cutting your hair (that's funny coming from me, I have long hair), etc. I remember one thing that our therapist told my parents that changed how they thought about everything. He said, "A large percentage of transgender people attempt suicide. Would you rather have a dead daughter or a living son?" I'm glad that you're hanging in there, and know that I'm on your side for help when you need it!