Am I wrong or is god his imagination? After what he went through, losing his family, being raped and feeling guilty about being a soldier, he was so mentally broken that he became schizophrenic and due to the trauma from being raped, he had come to believe that engaging in sexual activities with his imaginary god is how he's fulfilling his duties as a servant of god and a follower. I feel like he's trying to justify what he went through unconsciously... More like a copism. Or maybe I'm just reading it too much from a smutty short story.
I should have thrown myself at him is a crazy line. This is so good. How haven't I read it before?
I'm so tired to re-read this again so, can someone tell me what did his father do to Ml or MC? I've read this 4 years ago and I don't remember shit anymore.
This is getting a translation but since I've read the raws, I know that tan guy is the top and I'm still disappointed.
I just realized my babies from Meaning of his gaze made a cameo. Oh my god. I miss them so much.
The cover deceived me. I thought this was a story with beastility or something, so I avoided it with all my might. I didn't even read the story description lmao. Oh, was I wrong... This is so interesting. Might be one of the most unique stories ever.
I love this. Well, the characters are assholes but I still love it. This is so well-written and I love how realistic the characters are. They're far from being flawless but that's what makes the story intriguing. And, the side stories really delve into their personalities. MC is the type to give in easily to the people he loves ever since he was a kid. I believe their sex scenes seem rough, rapey and uncomfortable because that's how ML is. His fantasies involve having rough sex with ML, and he seems to focus solely on his own pleasure rather than his partner's. This is truly a shitty attitude, but it makes so much sense that a guy who has an inferiority complex might want to act dominant in bed. (Many such cases)
And, I get ML so much, clinging onto your first love from high school who didn't even remember you for years, that's something I do.
Although his love for ML is consuming MC, drifting him away from his parents and friends, he seems to have no regrets about that. In real life as well, a lot of people are like that, voluntarily sinking themselves into relationships with no future.
The artist successfully captured this. Even after my second read, I still love it despite its problematic aspects. That's just life.
I hope the artist will recover soon and will be able to produce more well-written stories. It's so heartbreaking to hear news like this.
The yaoi proportions and hands are killing me. His hands when he gripped his neck were hugeee.
Things get even more bizarre each chapter. The author must have been on some cracks while writing this...
