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The bottom-using-sex-to-self-harm trope will never not devastate me, and it was done so well in this story. Jay knows that’s what Yoohan is doing, and he is patient and determined to change Yoohan’s mind. I’m so proud of Yoohan for coming so far. It’ll still take him a while to accept Jay fully, but this was still one of my favorite moments in the novel. A true turning point for Yoohan