
Alright so what I’m getting at why Yeongwoon went no contact with Seo-in for ten (10) frickin’ years was:
1. Seo-in said he liked a guy and wanted to fool around with Yeongwoon to “make sure”
2. During this process, or maybe even before, Yeongwoon fell in love with Seo-in
3. Jaewon, Seo-in’s brother, found out about the fooling around and told Yeongwoon to stop
4. He even bullied/beat up Yeongwoon to make him stop
5. Yeongwoon sees Seo-in kissing Jaewon, again, his brother (???), and assumes this was the guy Seo-in liked
6. Yeongwoon (rightfully) concludes this is so fucked up he needs to go at least 10 years no contact with Seo-in
7. Somehow Jaewon dies
????? Man what the hell did I just read

Finished this on another site. Unfortunately, I enjoyed it a lot as it fed into my “I can fix him” fantasy. Idk how the fuck Nakyum managed to tame that wild sex beast Seungho but by god he did it and now I want to believe it’s possible and realistic too. The ending was so sweet and made my heart ache. I hope Byeonduck follows through on the sweet lovey dovey side stories because we needed them, like, yesterday.

Y’all fuckers saying “well what did you expect? ofc it wasn’t going to be vanilla” YEAH AND? There are ways to have non-vanilla sex that aren’t fucking rape!! Tbh I would have loved if Sehyuk and Hamin dabbled in some light bondage and teasing with a PRE-AGREED UPON SAFE WORD. I’m so disappointed ugh

MY HEART IS CLENCHING THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL┗( T﹏T )┛I can’t believe it’s really over. This was my first BL manhwa and I loved every second of it. I’m really happy for them and I hope Beom’s dream comes true - they spend the rest of their days together and help each other towards their dreams. I think the bar is really high for me now. I will never settle for less than my own Sa Dowon (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Why tf are Yeongwoon’s memories of Jaewon and Seo-in of them being cutesy lovey dovey to each other when they were both actively trying to kill each other I’m screaming (reread ch 1-2 to see Yeongwoon’s POV of them being kissy touchy lovey toward each other(
because that was MC's perception of the two brothers. iirc, MC didnt know they had tension. im assuming jaewon pretended to like both of them (since in reality, he tormented the MC and ML separately) when MC came around to hang out.