XEIJAM's Things

my biggest fear is being held in captivity by someone, then i somehow get the opportunity to be outside in public w them then i see a crowd of people nearby while their gone for a sec and when i ask someone for help, they dont take it seriously or just ignore you. like thats so scaryyy, imagine youve been kidnapped and u take up all ur courage to ask help from a stranger and their just like "wtf are u talking about lol ur tripping"

to celebrate, who's your favourite LGBTQ+ couple in a manga/hwa/hua and why?

if you've ever experienced any sort of bullying or some form of humiliation in school then feel free to tell ur story nd let it all outtt!!

to anyone out there who's been tormented for how they look, talk, act, and for who they are - i want yall to know that it is NEVER ur fault. even if it feels like nobody is on ur side and every1 is trying to paint u as this person that deserves that kinda treatment, do NOT let it affect you.

to me, highschool was the worst thing ever like i used to be the main topic for online group chats, where they'd tear me down for my "poor" upbringing cuz i got in w a scholarship that i need to keep maintaining to attend the school im in, & i had to get thru school everyday w bitches calling me names and doing rude shit to me w no one to be on my side . at first it affected me so bad i stopped going to school for like days even weeks & i would js cry and pray for all sorts of gods to save me then i started to harm myself nd just kept sleeping all day to stop thinking ab what happened, my grades dropped - i was a mess (i still am) then i just learned not care & idek who i am anymore

this dialogue from Blue Period made me see things in such a different perspective & i live by this:

In middle school, I told a friend that I wanted to die, and they said, "then you'd better die naked." what the heck that's embarrassing. "if that embarrasses you," "if you're still bothered by what other people think of you, then you can't die just yet.