
A kind soul summarized the dialogue between Yashiro and Doumeki in this hotel: http://punwalker.tumblr.com/post/109578360020/im-crying-over-saezuru-chap-15

thank youu!!!

aaah.... That kind soul should summarize all the chapter.. oh please *.*

Wow, thank you so much!!
Now , shall we go kick some policeman's ass? *raged*

I'm obsessed with this serie so I'm gonna be here for a while.Let me share this thought with you :D
Did you notice how in ch 13 and ch 15 Yashiro reaches towards Doumeki while he's getting sucked off ? I re-re-re-re-re-re (insert 100 "re" here) read all the chapters and noticed how Yashiro NEVER makes further contact with his sex friends.He justs fucks with them, literally in a bestial way.He's bound most of the time anyway so he couldn't even if he wanted to.That's how he likes it since he's a masochist. He also has trouble with gentle sex. This is developed early in the manga when he says to Doumeki that he doesn't want to have sex with him because it would be "normal, gentle sex".Then in a flashback chapter, when that yakuza fell in love with him and treated him nicely during sex he said he felt disgusted.
I also think he got caught with him on purpose so that he could get rid of him. He cannot, for the reasons we very well know, accept the fact that he is worthy of love and affection. It's a huuuge turn-off for him. That is why he doesn't feel the need to touch his partners when having sex. Like he said, he just want to be filled, "anyone will do". HOWEVER, in ch 13 he pushed Doumeki away, because he thought he was forcing himself. We can argue that he was just being nice. But I really think that 1: he got scared, because of Doumeki's affection and 2: he doesn't want to "dirty" Doumeki, that's just how much he despises himself and how much he cherishes Doumeki. He eventually let go and accepted him since he felt so much pleasure.Same thing in ch 15 as we can see in the last page, his hand tightly grasps onto Doumeki's shirt as he's in ecstasy. It seems that contrary to ch 13 he now fully accepts Doumeki's touch.His hands seems welcoming,unlike in ch 13 when it was a mix of "stop" and "continue". Anyway what matters is that he manages to take pleasure thanks to Doumeki's affectionate touch.That is just how much he loves him but has yet to realize.
(Damn, I should just start a tumblr and write all that sh*t in there but...no, I like it better here :D)

thanks for analysis!

You deserve an AWARD for writing this. **Stands up and clapping**

By the way, I like your username.

It's happening guys !! SEX IS FINALLY HAPPENNING IN THIS MANGA IT'S FUCKING ON OMG *dies*
http://ww1.sinaimg.cn/bmiddle/8848059cjw1eoqn36f86ej21kw1kwqs4.jpg

this is just the end you didn't see the middle of the chapter it's so sad for poor doumeki my baby is suffering

Am I the only one who believes he may have actually peed himself while hiding in that locker ? I believe he indeed saw some inappropriate sexual behaviour between his father and that girl and peed himself out of fear/shock.The thing is I think he seems fairly young in that flashback so I'm not sure his body was able to produce semen.But I dont know really,it's just a thought.

You're not the only one to think that.

Yeah, normally at 12 and older they'd even have an inkling to masturbate... and it wouldn't make sense for him to do it at that moment or that age. But at the same time he has stuff on his hand and I kinda doubt it's pee because he wouldn't exactly wipe himself but ugh I don't know this left me with more questions than answers tbh

No, it's actually quite common for children who have not hit puberty to masturbate. They don't necessarily know what they are doing and what it is called, but it's not uncommon (most do it at least once around 8 & 9 I believe). As for the ejaculation part, that might actually be wrong since I don't believe they can (i'm not sure since I have heard conflicting info in this matter and have never really looked into it, so idk). Either way I doubt that he peed himself, seeing as wetting once pants when young is common, he probably would have known about it. So if he did, I doubt he would have pulled his pants down and had touched it too (of course that is not to say that your theory is incorrect either, cause maybe he could have peed himself).

I'm calling it right now: Takezou was perfectly aware they were biologically related since a long time ago

I'm with you on this

yeah i don't understand.. he knew that already and they can't have the same father AND mother because he would have seen his mother pregnant so.. what was the point, i wonder
Such a sad ending....that sucks T_T