So!! Something i wanna point out that actually made me soooo happy about this story!!
Rei is showen with more emotions other than rage or anger.. even tho its lust im still grateful
You see whenever there is DID person everyone tends to see like (in my case) oh this one is the angry one!!
Or this one is the sweet one!!
NO NO NONSENSE!!
Every alter has their own personality not just one part of it!!
You can't say that if N(host) is angry "OMG IS IT Y(alter) ???!"
NO just because i wanna punch you in the face doesn't mean that I'll switch to do it!! I'll punch you in the face!!
RARELY a person switches to another alter for NO reason.. there must be something going on with the situation or the host itself.. for example triggering topic.. just flashbacks.. a chocolate cake..(positive trigger that fucker took my pudding)
I do see some things like i may know that once my alter.. for example.. talked to this one person or maybe hung out with them but i don't know if it was actually real maybe it was a dream and its pretty awkward to ask that person ' hey did we meet yesterday??' Like maybe them and my alter hung out whole day and i don't even know..
Once i ended up in principals office cuz apparently my alter beat up my best friend who punched me.. nothing happens without a reason but imagine how scared i was thinking that i got in trouble for some i didn't even do but ofc i have to take responsibility!
Its not like i can tell them ' it wasn't me it was other me!' XDDDDDDDD
Okay our eye color doesn't change guys XDDDDDDDD but its a good idea to show who is out in that moment!
The part i think was most eye catching..is the scene in the car.. SO the person who was triggered before with vase breaking ( glass breaking sound ) and blood... could've been better if that person switched on spot as a defense mechanism... it was very weird that he switched after all that time but at the same time im glad that they included THE REASON of switching..
You see people have positive and negative triggeres.. that makes the alter to front out.. positive trigger is for example one of my alters who is obsessed with sweet things and i buy a chocolate cake.. ( or a pudding.. not only he ate it but left a note that he wants more... still salty about it)
Negative trigger is someone hitting me or maybe talking about a subject that stresses me the fuck out so my alter is there ' to take the hit'..
This is exactly why i don't understand the delayed response to that stressful situation but DID is different for everyone!
Thanks for reading and ask me questions if you want to...
Don't be shy ask some more
YAY another DID manhwa/manga to discuss!!
I looked through the comments and im not happy about the dangerous side associated with DID as much as yall are
BUTTTT
When a Alter is Forcefully pulled out like that with their traumatic experience is NOT okay! It will only make Hosts head blow up with flashbacks and things that will make them stress tf out ( reason why the switching happens ).
Tbh im now surprised that alter killed that person cuz if someone played out the traumatic experience like that PLUS TIED YOU UP! They are immediately on the danger list..
If someone adused me again like i was abused long time ago my alter would kill them too!! Its a defense mechanism!!
Fuck that if a person doesn't have DID and goes through same experience again their probably wanna kill that person too!!
Thanks for reading.. ask me anything yall interested in!!
Omg thanks...I always wanted to learn more about DID. I was wondering if you can remember what your alters do or if you cannot. Also, if you can talk with them or communicate with them directly to some extent, or if you cannot really be "together" at the same time....
Also, I wanted to say that YOU ARE NOT A CRAZY PERSON, you are a sweet and beautiful person, and you should not think about yourself as anything like that. And if someone told you that, they can go to hell. You are perfect just the way you are, and everybody should acknowledge what a gift you are ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Most of the time i don't remember much.. sometimes i have this moments that looks very dream like but imagine something happened and i switched.... after god knows what time passes and i come back... i don't know HOW OR WHY IM IN THE PLACE I AM XDDDDDDDD
Another example... i switch and my alter ends up hanging out with someone! After some time i remember some parts that the alter might have done but i don't know details.. and its pretty awkward to ask a person the next day like... ' hey was i with you yesterday or was it all a dream??'
No we don't communicate directly but DID is different for everyone.... i do hear them sometimes but very rarely.. mostly i hear them right before i switch.. its also the reasons that i can't concentrate on conversations im having i mess up words and just talk as if im high XDDDDDDDD
Funny story i couldn't sleep cuz i was having very bad flashbacks and my head was exploding with different voices ( i have only 2 alters btw but my head was hearing up to 40 voices at the same time )
AAND ALL OF A SUDDEN OUT OF NOWHERE I HEAR THIS DEEEEP ASS FAMILIAR VOICE OF MY ALTER
" Men have great Tiddes" I LOST MY SHIT!! I WAS LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME IT WAS WILD!!
Also thank you so much it means a lot to me!!!
Thank you sweetie for the explanation. Following @Mememe 's recommendation I also started watching the Youtube channel DissociaDID and getting myself more educated in DID.
I cannot imagine how it feels, I guess it might be scary sometimes when you wake up somewhere you do not know or you are not sure about what your alters might have done...but I think you are a beautiful person just the way you and your alters are, to be honest. I think it might be hard sometimes, but it is also an incredible gift, you and your alters (your system, if that is correct and not offensive to say) are lovely and I hope everybody around you appreciates how amazing you are. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
There is a rare possibility that some of you may know the movie Bright Young Things.. if yall do please tell me..
Doesn't Sys remind you of Miles maitland? That gay ass cutie
omg i never thought about this! www i love them both so much!
I THOUGHT I WAS ONLY ONE WHO KNEW THAT MOVIE!! damn its so underrated.. thank you you made my day
i LOVED michael sheen in good omens so i looked up more of the shows he's acted in and bright young things came up! i read some really good reviews of it and i was pretty interested in the era so i decided to watch it! i might just rewatch it now lol (even though miles' ending hurt me so bad) ( T﹏T )
SAME FOR ME!! i found that wonderful movie through Michael sheen XDDDD you may not believe when i tell you i teared up in first 5 minutes of the movie just cuz i wanted to be in that crazy party!
Yes Mines ending was rather sad but fanfic writers took it for their advantage and now we have rather interesting fanfics of Miles X ginger... (even tho they haven't met in the movie itself)
Not only that thanks to Michael sheen i found great books to read too XDDDDDD
Vile bodies
Robbie ross: oscar Wilde's true love
And good omens ..itself
OMG HAHAHA I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE MILES/GINGER FANFICS HAHAHA also! i plan to read oscar wilde soon (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ (kinda wanna watch the movie too lol)
Oh! Its really good!.. you will get to see Michael sheens yound ass....no i mean it... you will he is ..