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This is a story about groomed Guilt.
Spoilers ahead.
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He was raised to hate his omega self, got a surgery to get rid of it, but then it came back. Just as it comes back, his pedestal older alpha brother breaks off an arranged marriage to be with his male omega lover. The MC cannot understand why his brother would do this "disgusting" thing and says some harsh words to him as his brother runs away to be with his omega. Tragedy strikes and the two run away die. Right at this time is when the MC gets his first heat.
He already hates himself for what he is, but he can't stop his instincts or feelings. All the more adding fuel to his guilt fire. Then his brother's best friend (another alpha who never confessed his feelings to his brother) finds out about the MCs hidden AO relationship. He knew what the MC said to his brother before he died, and can't forgive him for his hypocrisy. He proceeds to blackmail and guilt the MC into rape and a 10 year long abusive relationship.
Father's company goes through bankruptcy and commits suicide and possibly kills his mother in the process. (Don't know if she recovered) All of this happened before the MC graduated highschool.
The MCs entire life was nothing but trauma. The only bit of happiness he has ever had was with the ML but even that ended in more trauma. He is having nothing but trauma responses.
For those saying he's trash, dumb, low IQ, I think you're all the ones with low IQs.
We'll see how the story goes from here. It could be excellent, it could easily turn into a dumpster fire.