I just got to chapter 33 and I honestly don't think I can go on.
This isn't bdsm. Bdsm is build on mutual trust and respect. That isn't here, the uke honestly wants to hurt the Seme.
He has blackmailed, drugged, raped, exposed him to other people (all in much worse ways than my summary does justice for), all because he had brief satalitte social interactions with him as a child and is pissed that the Seme didn't remember him, let alone returned his one sided feelings that he never once expressed in any way whatsoever to the Seme.
Only semi-bad thing the Seme did was regift a scarf he gave him to his GF in highschool. For which the uke insulted him as he was drowning under the pressure from his father until he cried. (Revenge enough for the scarf incident)
This Dom uke is just flat out garbage. He deserves to suffer a thousand deaths of the most painful ways to die. The author is probably a fucking moron though and thinks his past somehow excuses his behavior. The author already just breezed past the drugging and exposure shit without an ounce of repercussion for the act of completely betraying any trust his sub Seme had in him.
It's just disgusting to read, and I really hate that garbage like this is why bdsm has the shitty rap it does. Because morons like this who pretend to know anything about bdsm put out trash like this, and that's what people see and think it's normal bdsm. This is right up there with the level of garbage of 50 shades of grey.
Let's list all of the uncle's crimes that he never gets charged with. False imprisonment of a minor, grooming, rape, rape of a minor, incest, pedophilia, just to name a few. Nothing ever happens. He just goes to therapy. I mean, the fucking trash put his crimes on display for the fucking world to see through many nude photos of his nephew and no one batted an eye because, ~art~?
The Dom really isn't any better. Every single play is a punishment? What? That's not bdsm. He knew something wasn't right with the sub and his master, knew from the get go that the sub was childishly ignorant and just full on took advantage of that. Might as well have been rape as well.
This isn't a good story.
I really wished that this author wouldn't pump out the same exact plot as all the others. (Of course they will)
I want this alpha to lose his beta to the other guy. I want the beta to be swept up and healed by the other guy, and the alpha to regain his memories all too late and suffer for the trash human being he is.
Losing your memories is no excuse to hurt someone else. It's basic human understanding to realize that the beta is probably going through some shit too, and to be kind to him because of that. Instead this alpha's default setting is self centered asshole.
You think YOURE disoriented? Imagine how your partner is feeling.
He gave up his life to save the beta! What are you on about?
This is a story about groomed Guilt.
Spoilers ahead.
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He was raised to hate his omega self, got a surgery to get rid of it, but then it came back. Just as it comes back, his pedestal older alpha brother breaks off an arranged marriage to be with his male omega lover. The MC cannot understand why his brother would do this "disgusting" thing and says some harsh words to him as his brother runs away to be with his omega. Tragedy strikes and the two run away die. Right at this time is when the MC gets his first heat.
He already hates himself for what he is, but he can't stop his instincts or feelings. All the more adding fuel to his guilt fire. Then his brother's best friend (another alpha who never confessed his feelings to his brother) finds out about the MCs hidden AO relationship. He knew what the MC said to his brother before he died, and can't forgive him for his hypocrisy. He proceeds to blackmail and guilt the MC into rape and a 10 year long abusive relationship.
Father's company goes through bankruptcy and commits suicide and possibly kills his mother in the process. (Don't know if she recovered) All of this happened before the MC graduated highschool.
The MCs entire life was nothing but trauma. The only bit of happiness he has ever had was with the ML but even that ended in more trauma. He is having nothing but trauma responses.
For those saying he's trash, dumb, low IQ, I think you're all the ones with low IQs.
We'll see how the story goes from here. It could be excellent, it could easily turn into a dumpster fire.
There really is nothing to this plot. Did they introduce that one guy just to show the alpha is ruthless, and just to say he's going to die because of his pheromones? He killed the man for some unknown reason (*something* about money) and that was that. Guy was there for like, 5 panels.
Omega is suicidal. Doesn't ever develop past that point. He's still hating everything. He is completely and utterly powerless in this relationship too. I'm not even sure you could call it a relationship either.
There is just nothing to this plot. It's not terrible, but it's not good either.
Like someone had an idea, jotted it down, and that's what we got. Not the expanded upon idea.
Read through chapter 4 and decided to drop it. Then read some of the comments and just confirmed why I stopped.
Alpha seme is shit through and through for absolutely no reason. He doesn't treasure the beta uke butler. The butler just needs to leave.
Seme sexually assaulted, drugged, and raped the uke in his sleep for years. And it's not like the uke didn't like him before all of that. And it's not like the seme didn't know the uke liked him. He knew, and still somehow decided this was the way to go about things. And he constantly fucks other people, many times in front of the uke.
Like, tell me you hate someone without telling me you hate them. There is absolutely nothing redeeming about the seme at all. Utter garbage. Entire thing is just disgusting.
Y'all in these comments are WILD.
He bugged his phone AND glasses. Without him knowing! Has cameras set up all over the place without him knowing. Gets his hospital records without his knowing or consent. Cancelled his appointment. Pretty much raped him.
And he's NOT toxic? Y'all are wild.
Na, the seme is toxic and insane and the uke simply NEVER finds out about any of it lol.
The entire company is trash. The father/CEO gets absolutely no punishment or anyone within the company. And it's incredibly fast paced. Really rushed.
Rape and immediately the uke isn't even upset at all by it. Immediately dropping this. I can smell the shit from a mile away.
Idk. He's an utter moron who just keeps putting himself into situations to be assaulted. There are dumb ukes and then there's this utter idiot. It's plain annoying. I ended up just skipping their arch the second time around. The "Sadistic for You" pair is much more interesting.