I was nervous juwon would embarrass himself in the jewelry store by not realizing how expensive rings are! Everything makes him so embarrassed!! At least he had the money for them! Whew!!
He breaks into a nervous sweat just saying hello and asking Jeongmin a question….. and somehow he thinks the next step is couple rings????? He’s so outta control
Thank you everyone for screaming with me they’re soooooooooooooooooooo freaking cute!!!!!!!!
Poor Lee Yul he needs a nice, not-crazy boyfriend his own age! And to worry about things like studying he’s just a sweet kid who is somehow surrounded by stalkers and rapists can’t he ever have one good day???
The mc is such a clueless bozo I love him so much it gets even more embarrassing the next chapter
I’m seeing comments stating that Jeolho created the situation where the “brothers” would do the “punishment” together so that Jeolho would get the opportunity to rape Namnu. That’s not actually in the text of the comic. The brothers ended up with that decision so that Nanmu wouldn’t be continuously gang raped by the entire organization. They did that to spare him from something worse. Jeolho also didn’t intentionally inflict pain on Namnu. He was getting it over with as fast as possible (as instructed by Nanmu) so unfortunately it was going to be very painful.
I don’t love or hate Jeolho but he’s not calculating in a way that’s harmful to Nanmu. There’s not even a love triangle!! He knows his feelings are unrequited. He even helped Pil-gyun with the plot against “father.”
please chill out people! Nobody is getting in Pil-gyun’s way.
Super dooper adorable!! I hope they continue or there’s an official translation that comes out! I wanna find out what happens next!
I’m not sure why replies disappear sometimes but thank you to whoever replied to my comment! It’s such a rough, bleak chapter. It doesn’t matter how crass Heesuh is, or how late he is with revealing the truth. He doesn’t deserve that happened to him. Jinmoo needs to apologize for about 100 years before they should think about getting back together. Violently assaulting someone is never okay. If Jinmoo was actually a good guy and acting on something other than rage, he would’ve taken Heesuh to the hospital to get checked out. What a miserable, heartbreaking chapter
He’s been eaten up with guilt this whole time and finally revealed what actually went down at the wedding. For everyone who’s not following what’s happening or thinks Heesuh is insensitive, Heesuh is intentionally trying to cause this break up because he feels extremely guilty! About how they came back into each other’s lives, about how he thinks Jinmoo could be living this whole other shiny chaebol life. Heesuh’s actions make sense based on who he is and the arc of the story. The plot has been building up to a major breakup like this.
The thing is, I actually want them to permanently break up now. (Though I know that won’t happen in the long run.) Heesuh feels so guilty and miserable that he’s not even going to address the fact that Jinmoo raped him in the car. Heesuh was weeping the entire time and his head was banging on the car door. (All those thuds were his head hitting the side of the car!!)
It’s bizarre to me that there are readers who think Heesuh “hasn’t changed” or still needs to suffer in some way. Jinmoo is not an angel!! I really hate the trope of top saves the bottom from a bad situation (usually at a club) and then proceeds to put the bottom in danger by raping him. Why is that in so many BL comics??!
It’s horrible that Heesuh feels so guilty and heartbroken that it doesn’t even sink in that Jinmoo’s actions were totally unacceptable. An eye for an eye is not okay!!
Every BL character needs to be in therapy ☹
I just feel so bad for Taehyuk. This is a total nightmare situation. If a teenager you’d raised since they were a tiny child suddenly beefed up on steroids or something, as a means of being like “now we can be together!” you’d have to reconsider every moment of the last ten years and ask how the hell it had led to that.
I know some people in the comments perceive this situation to be quite romantic, but as an actual adult reading this, I would NEVER want any creature to confess to me who had been living by my side as a human teenager.
If there’s smut coming up, I’m gonna skip it. I just wanna know what happens afterwards.
I really wanna see all the chest groping from Jeong Min’s perspective that Juwon managed to do that even in the cafeteria is soooooooooo funny
How did Ha Bibi find them? It’s not like she followed them to their house, she just somehow knew that was the right place??
I have this thought that there are a lot of BL comics that are toxic and dramatic for no reason other than readers liking drama. I think this comic is quite different and doing something kind of complex. Heesuh actually loves Jinmoo and always has, but he doesn’t have the self awareness to realize it. He’s spent his life numbing himself and partying and being around people he doesn’t like. The only time he’s genuinely happy is when he’s being taken care of by Jinmoo and indulging Jinmoo’s boring stories, etc, in return. They’re actually really good together! Sub top and dom bottom match made in heaven! But Heesuh can’t shake off societal expectations and it leads to really destructive self-denial, not just self-denial but a horrible, baked in self-punishment that ends up hurting Jinmoo, as well.
It’s not just dramatic nonsense for no reason. There’s something honest and painful and very queer about Heesuh’s behavior. He’s lashing out and being self-destructive because he doesn’t have a roadmap for how to be himself, his actual self that’s loved Jinmoo since high school. That is some REAL QUEER SHIT.
(I dunno if this comic is written by some straight lady like most of them are lollllll It feels real anyway)
This chapter is so heartbreaking!! Ughhh it was amazing to see Heesuh opening up, learning to be more emotionally mature, and enjoying his life in the last few chapters. But deep down he’s still sooooooo repressed. Social norms and homophobia are so ingrained in him that he can’t even *imagine* a version of the world where people choose what makes them happy instead of what’s expected of them. It’s horribly sad.
Heesuh seems really blunt and straightforward but he’s actually incredibly bottled up. He still hasn’t figured out that he spent his whole young life trying to get Jinmoo to notice him (he stole Jinmoo’s girlfriends to try to get his attention and kept doing it when he couldn’t get a reaction). It’s so devastating that Heesuh doesn’t believe in personal happiness because he’s been trained to do what’s “right” (be straight) and aim for status and success.
They are each other’s first love and only Jinmoo has the guts to genuinely pursue it.
I think this is my favorite ongoing comic at the moment. The first few chapters are rough for sure but as the story continues there are these passages that are so quiet and real. Jinmoo has always been the one with emotional intelligence between the two of them so when Heesuh sputters into one of his mini tantrums Jinmoo is there to ride it out with him. heesuh’s overly pragmatic brain is like “we should have sex since he’s here anyway.” But Jinmoo doesn’t forget that something is wrong, Heesuh is sad about something. He’s there to comfort him and that’s just really fucking sweet I comment every chapter it seems
Edit: maybe my second or third fav! But it’s up there!
I’m so scared of what stupid thing Ha Bibi is gonna do next
Does the story have anything to do with the bunny on the cover?? I’m on chapter 10 or so and trying to figure that out!
Chapter 35 is so fascinating! Heesuh is branching out and trying new things. He and Jinmoo are cute and happy together. Jinmoo has plainly stated that Heesuh is the love of his life and there’s no one else that could ever compare. Jinmoo has his ideal life cuz all he’s about is loving Heesuh. But in the back of Heesuh’s mind—even while wanting to get a dog together, etc—he thinks that Jinmoo was (and would be) better off engaged to some proper chaebol girl. As he’s opening up and learning to be more human, he’s experiencing doubts and is almost remorseful for interfering with Jinmoo’s life. He should be feeling regret but it should be because he was a crazy asshole in the beginning! But I sense it’s gonna be foreshadowing for some stupid thing he does soon Just listen to Jinmoo! He’s making a choice to love you so believe it!!