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Honestly, I hate the bottom/ jiwook in beginning, still don't live him but not as bad as before I guess. Sorry if I'm crazy for saying this but I hate the author for making the top Sa the bottom. If you read up to more recent chapters you see that he would never do that and although he is obsessed with him, it is my personal belief that he just wouldn't do that. It's so weird it's like the author wanted to do some crazy prisoner thing but then was like nah man never mind. Especially because the bottom gets gang SA multiple times and is extremely traumatized by that. However, the first person to do that to him is technically the top or male lead. Like kidnapping is horrible enough I don't know why they decided to add SA. I have to like forget just to keep reading because if I'm being totally honest, I love the character growth of the male lead/top. It just all feels like a waste because there are so many interesting things that I don't often find in other BL or just romance. For example, the person who got SA'ed actually getting therapy and the obsessive top Actually wanting to treat the bottom better in change. He is totally obsessed yes but when was the last time we ever heard a top say, "I want you to own me". That's usually this s*** that the top wants the bottom to say. He is unhealthy but I a genuinely do believe that he does love him. I think the author is just retarded a lot of the time.