
I'm sorry but I can't sympathize with Shiwoo. He knew Yuuji (?) Has been in love with him fora majority of his life. If Shiwoo had a shred of care for Yuuji he should've cut it off when he found it was Yuuji pursuing him. If he cared one ounce he would know how the he felt can easily be given to the person who he was so close to thru out his childhood.
For me personally it's only so long you can hold your victim card before you become the victimizer yourself. It's like feeling sympathy for an abused child until he grows up to become a serial killer, do you still feel sympathy for him or for his victims?
Shiwoo has always been selfish with Yuuji, and Yuuji is the only character I hope have a good ending. Hopefully Shiwoo gets himself checked into a hospital because he is no longer a victim in my eyes. He's a grown man and should notice how screwed up he is. But no he rejects that and just keeps himself in the "victim" role. He needs serious psychological help.
Chapter 4 was beautifully sad. At first I was upset that the main stoey suddenly took a break. But as I finished it my heart sunk. I hope one day Sensei will make a entire Manga for that chapter. Because I really want a happy ending.