Soki's Questions (10)

Question, are you not eating because the food tastes bad or you just don't feel hungry?
Another question, do you think the fact that you can't sleep could be linked to insomnia or do you think it's something different?
Last question, How would you describe your mention that "it's really hard for me to wake up"?

Take melatonin, it’s a natural hormone that is produces in your body to make you go to sleep. You can get it in gummy, pill or liquid form

Not hungry, Idk but I'm in my bed not like I'm thinking just staring until I sleep, it's like I've been in a coma

Isn't addictive?

It*

If your health is really declining badly I suggest that you try to eat something even if you aren't hungry. Make sure it's something healthy though, otherwise it could harm u further if your immune system is weak from the lack of sleep and vitamins.
About the sleep problems, I'm not sure if it is insomnia but I suggest you go look up insomnia and investigate it a little to see if it is it. I'm not too knowledgeable but if you think that it is insomnia after doing a little investigating then you should turn to someone to try to help you fix it, or you could try going online?
As for the hard trouble waking up, I really don't know. I don't have any real idea as to why or what it is and I've never really experienced something of the sort myself....
I hope you get better. And if you keep having these problems then you might want to see a doctor.

I totally get the part where you can't sleep easily and i also do sleep 2 to 3 hrs a day. I'm always tired too to the point of being lazy to eat hence i have no appetite. Maybe they are linked. I don't mix reality with my imagination. In my case, i don't see any point in doing things, i feel so jaded and detached most of the time. I'm just having existential crisis. I don't feel like dying but i'm just going with the flow like a dead fish. Well i'm just sharing mine since it could be the case for you too hahaha

in my own opinion i think its best to talk with your family and doctors it could be something that could last through out your life time and cause some dangerous outcomes if left alone,especially lack of sleep which can directly affect your mental state but i would suggest trying to sleep on a schedule and try to eat at least a little bit of food throughout the day even if its just a small snack and to do so regularly so your body can have a schedule which can actually affect your life in a good way.i can only give you advice,not tell you what to do with your life but i do hope this helps.please try and take care of yourself, i hope you can find a way to get more sleep and eat better.

Okay I'm gonna try to see a doctor thanks tho for everything really made me glad to know there's someone who cares about others

I actually feel the Same I'm so sick of it it's like there's nothing more this is how you're gonna feel for the rest of your life and that is so nerve wrecking

Thank you so much you're an amazing human being wish you the best and I'll try to see a doctor

I think you're fixing yourself huge objectives for a short amount of time. '^'
Being a good child/sibling/student takes time and effort. Of course you can't do it in a month.
Just try to improve yourself with little step. Apologize when you do something wrong and start working on your school stuff an hour a day.
Those are how you begin improving yourself.

Yeah I guess so

It's not just being as it is things are getting worst even if I improved myself I don't see it as a reason to live

And thanks

Thanks

Nothing is going to change you know sometimes you feel like your heart is too heavy it only happens for a few minutes but I just can't get rid of this feeling it has been more than a year

I'm no expert, but you should see a psychiatrist/psychologist/whichever can legally prescribe medication after seeing you.
That looks a little bit like depression to me. It can be "cured" with medication.
(I might be wrong though. '^')

Nope you are right I already go to a psychiatrist I take medicines and yes I was diagnosed with depression but it didn't get better

Thanks but I stopped wanting to change I took one week break I am bored with everything I used to do and all the things I've tried doing and the positive side doesn't really interest me

Thanks for everyone but I made my decision I don't know why I did this of course now you are thinking I am just a freak who likes drama and attention thanks tho

It wasn't a pleasure but it was something all luck

I talk about how fucked this world is, does that count as me being fucked up?

I eat steak for breakfast. °^°

Hell yes

Take it easy there

This trolling MOTH has changed it's profile name.
Here's that pricks profile.
http://www.mangago.zone/home/people/280034/home/

Yo wazzup niglets!! I'm MothXLamps, Yeah!! Sometimes I ask shit writing down a question being an anon, and the fun fact is I answer that shitiest shit myself from my OWN account "MothXLamps" logging again into mangago. I wanna be famous here!! I'm unemployed, there's no work at home. Do y'all hate it when someone answer their own shitest questions? Well I don't.
Yeah i am MothXLampsActually I've been going through depressive phases to think that My father should've wore a condom that night!!

If y'all want to know the truth i am a virgine, I really am, I've had quite a few opportunities to lose my virginity and all, but I've never got arrond to it yet. I'm writing it down here being an anon, But keep in mind I'm MothXLamps.
Now y'all got acknowledged me that I answer my own anonymous questions just to be famous here.
I don't have all the answers y'all ask for. although I've a lot of my own questions which I answer. MothXLmaps. Please consider me a celebrity here. *eyes down and Blushes in the dark* / I am MothXLamps

I gotchu fam.

Soap is always there for you(づ￣ ³￣)づ

WTF bro leave us in peace we are already too fuckud up

You and your most tender places

Oh ok, message me if you wanna talk then

Ayyyy
That got me weak

Me (=・ω・=)

yes kljfsd what is it ?

Well I'm french so you can say i'm cheating but... yes O:)

Yes?

Non....

Je suis homosexual.

Yay could you help me solve some questions??

I need help please

I could use some help

H. E. L. P

Très jolie

Yeah same as me

I need help answering some questions

message me if you want!

With what?

After I've read this I figured it doesn't make sense things aren't relatable to each other ╮(￣▽￣)╭ still say whatever you want

YASSSSSSS PREACH!

Have some chocolate and take a nap.

Right now that sounds amazing lol, I have an 2 essays due tomorrow so I'm screwed

Ugh I am reading this and wondering how was I able to be that positive still fuck everything

See, life lesson. Study year-long, even if its 15 minutes. But anyways looks up your teks in quizlet

Stop wasting ur time here. Just lock the phone somewhere and gulp the key then start reading ur text book .... or try to group studying .... u will pass ... ╮(￣▽￣)╭

YOU CAN DO THIS!!! I believe in you.
Take deep breaths (do it slowly and for a few times). Calm down. I know you are stress and freaking out because you have to learn all that in a month. I know how you feel. I been through there a few times before (I am a college student btw). It sucks. I had momentd to where i wanted tp pull my haor out and punch a wall

You have a whole month...just go ahead and get started. Why would you give up when you have so much time?

***(I accidently press the post it button before I could finish)***
YOU CAN DO THIS!!! I believe in you.
Take deep breaths (do it slowly and for a few times). Calm down. I know you are stress and freaking out because you have to learn all that in a month. I know how you feel. I been through there a few times before (I am a college student btw). It sucks. I had moment to where i wanted to pull my hair out and punch a wall. I was soooo worried I will fail my exams to the point where I had mental breakdowns. I also went through depression as well. I didn't want to drop classes. I relaxed and studied the best I can. I made it out alive. I am going to graduate this year with a Bachelor degree in Info system and minor in Computer science. If I can do this You can too.

I suggested for you to take step by step. Start going to a quiet comfortable place. No distractions. No tv. no games, no talking to friends, no texting or social media. Have all of you materials in front of you (organized). Study for 45 mins and take a 10 min break (stretch, walk around, talk to a family member, get something to eat). Go back to studying for another 45 mins (review information from your previous study session). Repeat till you understand the material. Divide ypur Chapters into sections. Start with the easiest or the ones you know. Then go to the harder materials. If you stuck (frustrated), walk away from your study place and do something you enjoy for a bit. Comeback omce you relaxed. Write down important info. Redo old exams and quizzes. Review the study guide. Review before you go to sleep.

Try your best. If you do well, Great. If you don't do well as in fail. that is okay. it is not the end of the world if you fail. Life will still go on. The sun will still shine. Let that be a lesson learn and fix your mistakes to study earlier in the year. I failed exams before and so did other people.

You got this. Good luck. Hope you do well. ♡

Ok!!I usually don't reply to comments but when I read it story I thought it was necessary to tell u this that I used to live in sa I came back to my own country due to some reason here I got admission in this one college they had already studied 80% of their books while I hadn't not even read those chapters and ther ere exams right after 20 days for that 80 %of book I lost all hope sat on my chair and started crying than my family came and said that don't think something is impossible without even trying it and thos3 20 days have passed and rn it's my 3rd exams after tomorow I am just studying and I am I am not sure if i can do this or not but there is one satisfying feeling when u keep on goin toward ending ur exams so i would really highly recommend u not to give up it doesn't matter whether u have studied or not what matters is that u tried and give ur best

Babe!! You have a whole month and I have 7 days.... When a idiot like me with 7 days can believe that I can do it... Why can't you... You can do it... Best of luck

You have these people ╮(￣▽￣)╭, who you hardly know, supporting you believe in you. So have courage kiddo
(๑•ㅂ•)و✧You may not know what will happen but if you gonna worry about what will happen, worry after you do you're very very BEST rather than worry and doing nothing ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ Plus, nothing beats than working hard and doing your very best till the end, right?ヾ(☆▽☆).
-says the one who just types this-

Well, we all ╮(￣▽￣)╭ wish you a very best of the most LUCK you ever had.

GOOD LUCK! Also, have you sought professional help with your mental health?

Study now! Now now now! The best of luck!

I did that but I failed my first exam and I lost hope... I've tried my best tho

Thanks alot you are really sweet I tried my best really but things went wrong

I didn't but I failed anyway but I am glad I tried or I don't know...

YOU ARE AMAZING but I guess success isn't for everyone so I don't know I'll just stay depressed for now

Seriously I appreciate every single word and I admire you for what you achieved I know it is not easy still you did it I wish If I could say the same but things got mixed up somehow ended up failing

I love how positive you are I hope you made it!! Thanks anyway

I know when I first saw the replies I was like wow people could be nice sometimes and it encouraged me I kept studying till now failing my first exam was too hard for me but at least I didn't blame myself for not trying

Thanks and I am going to a psychiatrist taking meds but it is not helping AT ALL actually I started to have suicidal thoughts

Thanks!!

Wish you the same

Thank you!!!!

Awww Thank you!!!! But I don't want you to feel sad.
Success is for everyone. It's just different for everybody. What I want you to do is take the weekend off for yourself. Have fun and go out. Forget about school. Once you get your Score posted, decide on what is your next step. If you didn't do well, then start studying now (use my tips in my original post) to do well next year. Learn from this mistake. Not the end of the world. I failed classes and exams before.
Think positive not negative.
If you need advice and tips message me ♡

Maybe you could set goals for yourself like, ‘if I get this essay done I will read a chapter of this!’ or something like that. Good luck ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

You're addicted. There's no hope!

On a more serious note, maybe set little goals like if you finish x amount of work, you can read x amount of chapters of a manga.

I am too. Its a blessing and a curse, but look on the bright side; at least it's not drugs.





But, if you are just a blessed as I am, I try to turn on my lights and sit up when studying.
If I am pushed to do something I don't want to do, I won't do it. So when studying, try to think of it as something YOU want to do. It's not for anyone else, but you want to better yourself. I can't live without listening to something in the background. If you have no friends like me, try listening to a live broadcast for relaxing music. The chat isn't interesting enough to be distracting, and you can look at it from time to time. Just so you feel better that you are probably succeding most of the people in the chat, including me.

Remind yourself of the consequences if you choose manga over your studies. Remember that mangas will still be there even after your exams - hell, more chapters will be out by then probably. Read manga as a reward when you have reached a goal and if possible block your access to manga in the in betweens. These reward mangas CANNOT be super long ones or you are screwed. Or if possible do a " one chapter, one goal", which is better time wise than the time to read a whole story. Read a really crappy manga before studying that way you don't think you are missing on something. Try to study with books and way from the internet. Try to study in common areas where people can very easily see your screen so that you will be less tempted to read a steamy yaoi.

I also have this manga addiction - it has honestly cost me. I love it, but it has brought me some hard times too... I'm still learning to get better, but if you are already thinking about fixing it, you are on the right track! GOOD LUCK!

Thank you so much for the advice it really affected me and I'll try thinking like that hopefully it'll work and the idea of someone who has the same struggle it's kinda encouraging me so yeah I wish you all the best!

Oh god I think it is even worst than drugs because you are not aware of what you are doing but for yaoi it's a whole different level it's true when they say we are yaoi slaves (I don't mean it in a bad way)(〜￣△￣)〜 but again the idea of someone who really understand me feelings and trying to help it is so overwhelming you guys gave me strength and I shall fight for my DREAMS AND YAOI!!!ヾ(☆▽☆) I don't get along with people well so we are kind of the same don't feel lonely~

I have tried it once but I couldn't study well because I was too exited and I ended up leaving my studies and reading yaoi(￣∇￣") thanks for the help(⌒▽⌒)

I have tried it once but I couldn't study well because I was too exited and I ended up leaving my studies and reading yaoi(￣∇￣") thanks for your suggestion I do wish you a good luck too ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Hahaha that's too bad. Hopefully the suggestions from the other comments will help

Tru doronuma

Same, unfortunately i dont have a mic, or friends for that matter

y not

whats so bad about her watching it ?

So it's okay for you and not for your sister? Weird (⊙…⊙ )

do you not want your sister to watch anime because anime is something you feel describes you or something like that?

Why not share thelove...then you'll have someone to talk about it with..it's like a bonding experience...

if you think anime is precious to you, you may feel like not wanting to share it. Does something like this happens with your friends too? If so this may be the case. Also try watching some with her maybe you will get over it

That's how I felt when I suspected a sibling of mine was watching anime. It's like, "You've stolen almost everything I own, from my clothes to my privacy. At least let me keep this one thing to myself!"

Even though I'm not into anime anymore, I still cringe at the thought of them getting into it.

I think I understand a little,for my situation i dont watch the same show as my sister.For example,she watch Boku no hero and yes,up until now I cant even bring to watch it.I think it the same feeling as chizaman said its like privacy thing

Same can't watch boku no hero.

I understand how you feel...

I think I kind of relate to you in a way. I have been into kpop and anime ever since I was in 4th grade. And all along, my friends use to tease me and used to look down on my obsession. Last year, they got into BTS and now they are huge bts fans and have started to watch anime (also because of bts （￣へ￣）) and they come up to me and recommend me anime and kpop songs which I have listened /watched long ago. It irritates me so much.

'Sibling rivalry' Google it, then learn how to get rid of it. Cause it sucks. For you but mostly for the sibling you are doing it too.

I don't know I can't even understand my own feelings （￣へ￣）

Please don't judge me I am trying to fix this and I already feel like Shit for how I feel...

Maybe but then I try to think that there is million of people who also watch anime so it should be fine but it didn't work out...

She is older than me she is 19 i'll try it thanks~

It's not like we don't we have a lot in common +I tried talking to her about anime but I couldn't I really just felt like dying ╥﹏╥

Well none of my friends are intended in anime so~ I tried it didn't work out T-T

EXACTLY I can't even watch anime because of this （/TДT)/

Yeah I think so too

thank you I'm glad I'm not the only one but still it feels guilty

Oh man that really sucks...I don't like people who only like stuff just because it's *trending* I don't really know what to say but I hope you feel better~

Okay will do..noooooo I've never told my sister how I really feel about her watching anime it's kinda the opposite I always get to exited and recommend her animes to watch and then I feel bad about it ┗( T﹏T )┛

I think because anime is the only thing that's making me feel a little less useless so yeah~

Interested*