poppy > <

am i the only one who got reminded of 1984 (the book by george orwell) while reading this… like some of the parallels weren’t as obvious (i mean idek if its on purpose—probably not) but i’d already been thinking it, just choosing not to put it into words cs i was like oh js speculation but then major kwan dropped the line “mother is always watching” JUST LIKE BIG BROTHER IS ALWAYS WATCHING AUUGH sorry i just had to say something abt it bye now ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

LISTER NEEDS TO ACTUALLY DIE. I need to see him gutted like if by the end of his story the mc doesn’t break his dick off and make him suck it infront of the entire estate or something i will lost my shit he PISSES ME OFF SO BAD??? and i fucking knew they were purposely sealing his memories dude I CALLED ITTT i knew his sister was suspicious too. they genuinely disgust me.

that whole scene where lysbet was like “why did you have to do what you did?” implied that lister had done something MUCH WORSE to sylan then what was already being shown to us on screen??? THIS HOEEEEEEEEEEEEE i genuinely didn’t believe it could get any worse, but apparently it already has. just what the fuck did he do to sylan for them to have to resort to this shit i DONT EVEN WANNA THINK ABT IT AUGH I will rejoice once he’s dead (BECAUSE HE WILL BE. HE HAS TO BE BRO) ok anyways if i keep going on about my hatred towards lister i will never stop he’s so disgusting and ugly and horrendous and and oh my god anyways.

I FEEL SO BAD FOR SYLAN HE DOESN’T DESERVE THIS SHIT AAAUUUU like especially not what the fuck listers been doing to him. UGHHH i wish he’d tell gjord the extent of what he’d been put through cs he’d lost his shit (AS HE SHOULD. IM LOSING /MY/ SHIT HERE) OMG SPEAKING OF GJORD THO THEY’RE SOOOOO CUTE i didn’t expect the ml to be the fucking amazon forest of green flag mls (▰˘◡˘▰) HE’S MY ONE HOPE IN THIS STORY PLEASE GET SYLAN AWAY FROM THE GLENBURGS OR WTV AND WIPE THEM OUTTTT like ik most ppl would b like oh soare the sister but NO . KILL THAT BITCH TOO SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE’S DOING i rlly dont care if she’s js keeping his memories sealed to “protect her brother” she disgusts me. she’s such a hypocrite, always going off abt how lister is treating sylan but 1. never taking any SERIOUS measures to tell him off and 2. LYING AMD BETRAYING SYLAN ?? to such an extent too? like she knows damn well greatly this is affecting him. the first point can be brushed off as like oh she doesn’t know just how much he’s being hurt but with the sevond one she KNOWS. I was actually in such shock when they confirmed that the siblings were purposely fucking with hs memory . like wow. ANYWAYS I JUST WENT ON ANOTHER RANT ABT MY HATRED FOR THE GLENDBURGS (?) SORRY I CANT HELP IT i hate them. more specifically lister but them in general.

OK BACK TO GJORD AND SYLAN THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY ADORABLEEE their dynamic is so cute, and the way he doesn’t let the fact that sylan doesn’t properly remember him get in the way of their relationship or wtv makes me SO HAPPYYY he doesnt treat him any differently. and above all, he’s the only one truly on sylans side, the only one who’s shown him kindness and been able to make him happy, the only times i wasnt feeling rage towards sylans situation and WANTING TO SKIN LISTER ALIVE i was fawning over how cute they were, how at peace sylan felt when it was just the two of them (even tho their moments were short compared to how much time he had to spend w lister sigh)

AND THE STORYLINE IS LIKE SO GOOD ASIDE FROM THE YAOI AND the characters themselves, the worldbuilding in this manhwa is like genuinely amazing. It’s such a breath of fresh air—such a creative n unique concept compared to the half assed yaois going around it brings me so much joyyyy,, I WISH IT WASNT SO UNDERRATED CS HOWWW did i just hear abt him?? literally added it to my read list like 3 days ago from tiktok it NEEDS A BIGGER FANBASE!!!

ok i need to stop yapping now. sorry, i got too excited. I CANT WAIT FOR MORE CHAPTERS!!!!!!! (≧∀≦)