So I'm looking for a manga where the seme confessed to the uke when they were in HS, but the uke said it was disgusting. Fastforward to when they were adults and estranged, they meet at a bookshop where the seme works. Then the seme finds uke at a gay bar and discovers that the uke was caught up with bad people. Then seme finds uke getting fucked in an alley - thought that he was being raped, but actually wasn't. Yeah I can tell the whole story but I really don't know the title. PLEASE HELP.
Hope this is what you're looking for, have a nice day
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
Disappointing