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i was just reading a highs school yaoi with a few sex scenes and it was like any other yaoi ive ever read. and later in the story they mentioned that they were 15, and i felt super gross. im also still in highschool and im only 17 but it seems ive never considered that my FAVOURITE type of manga (high school romances) that may have sex scenes, are between minors. i felt pretty stupid lmao but also very gross. and next year when i turn 18 i probably should stop reading them or stick to shounen ai and shoujo.... what are your guys opinions on this??? does it matter?

i have a high libido, love making my partner feel great, WANT sex... but i dont find it enjoyable. im a bi woman and a top but because of endometriosis penetrative sex hurts. idk if that explains why i hate masturbating and why i dont get turned on by porn tho. sex to me is boring unless my partner is the only one enjoying themselves. i dont even find people hot or ever think of wanting to fuck them until i have a crush on them. is anyone knowledgable in this area lmaoooo i figure most of yall are lgbt which is why im askng here

I've always gotten really morbid and gross intrusive thoughts. Lately, they haven't been around as much because I'm waayyyy too busy to stop to even let myself get intrusive thoughts but I'm currently off work and school with the flu and they have come back. this is really difficult for me because they make me hate myself so much and I don't know how to get rid of them!!!!

whats your experience with intrusive thoughts and how do you usually get rid of them?

im bi

with my friends it was easy i just let them know and they took some time to accept it and stop seeing me and being in love with every girl ive ever laid my eyes on but,,,,,,, i stopped being friends with a lot of them and with my current group i cant remember a time when i wasnt out.

as for my family, i just told my sister i was dating a girl she thought was my friend and she asked for all the details as sisters do. shes probably always known i was gay. with my mum it was more like, my girlfriend told her parents and they freaked out and she was gonna stay with me but her parents demanded that either i tell my mum or they do. so i told her the reason my "friend" got kicked out was because i was dating her. she said theres worse things i could be and hugged me and took my sister, me and my girlfriend on a roadtrip so id stop being so upset.

i wish i wasnt forced to come out to my mum because i never thought id have to come out to her id just bring a girl home one day and thatd be that. but its whatever, i still cry a little when i think about how much pain i went through that day. i wish id let them tell her because shed totally have sided with me.

whats everyone else experiences?