
I still don't really understand the ending of Nii-chan (harada), even after rereading it for years I still don't really get the end. Does he have schizophrenia and is living in this euphoria or is it all a dream or real life. I think he maybe has schizophrenia because he takes pills and speaks to himself at the end of the story. But what is your opinion or even Theorie? (But to those who maybe know what the ending is/means please comment!!)

Yui said all this shit, that he can leave his parents if he wanted to but in reality he can’t. That’s why he took the pills and all these stuff. He love his Nii-chan and finally they can be together but he can’t tell his parents bc one: he’s a guy two: he was the one who tried to rape him when he was just a child. At the end he tries to convince himself that they did nothing wrong, that they just want to be together but he can’t tell it to his parents. He loves Nii-chan and his parents too so he can’t leave neither of them for the other one. So he becomes emotionally unstable bc of all these stress. I guess

I think his monolouge reveals to the readers that their relationship is indeed fucked up and even though it is, now, in the present, consenual, there are still loads of self conflictions and problems lingering and cannot merely be swept under the rug. It is a very flawed co dependent and unhealthy relationship that neither of them seem to plan to leave, but are enduring it. Hence the drugs.
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