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Idk what to say about the first couple honestly, the concept was good but 30 chapters weren't enough, it felt like the author wanted to make the story deep but adding so much smut, ending each chapter abruptly, not describing inner thoughts of both of them as detailed and varied? As in all the bottom kept saying throughout the whole story was that he has nightmares and that he loves hyung like come on give him some more personality, thoughts?! Anything, but no!! He keeps repeating the same shit and it adds nothing to the story. Anyways all of these stuff made the story shallow and confusing. Its like the author wanted us the read between the lines but rather than lines there were just few words thrown together, not sure if it makes sense but yeah.
I absolutely enjoyed the second couple's story and it was just perfectly cute over all, 10/10 for them <33
Overall story isn't really worth the read cuz you keep expecting a climax but there really isn't one that's shocking enough considering the heavy plot, its just a reused shock factor and there's nothing new.
I will say tho, there was one good connecting the dots moment, which was when at the start of the story we see the top killing a butterfly in his hands and the bottom is disgusted by it but at the end, we see something similar happen (won't spoil it), so that was interesting.

I'm just glad the writer is aware that this isn't upto par and that they could've done better, too bad their contract or whatever held them back.
Just the fact that the writer wanted it to have a happy ending is enough for me to accept that Jaekyung had a happy ending regardless of what was shown in the last chapter.
The concept was really nice but 31 chapters aren't enough to cover all of it, the writer themselves knew it was rushed, which honestly surprised me, for them to accept that, i mean writers are usually self depreciating in author's note but for them to be aware of their work's exact short comings is a bit surprising. Its good but i hope they aren't too critical of themselves cause at the end of the day, they had the courage to create a story and express and be a voice for so many students out there.
I'm babbling bullshit probably but that's cause I'm too much in my feels cause the story felt relatable.
wouldn't say worth the read tho cause it leaves you feeling unsatisfied and I'm not even talking about the ending but the various plot holes.
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