I've been feeling so conflicted about Eduardo, Oscar, and Lily... But my heart MELTED at Lily's champagne bathtub. Oscar looked so at peace and HAPPY to be in that bathtub with Lily and Lily only did it because he wanted Oscar to be happy!! ;-----; I'm so touched by Lily's love and I'm so happy for Oscar to be loved by someone so respectfully and sincerely. <33 I love it when people live in the moment. :')) The champagne bathtub was the best congratulations gift Oscar could ever receive in all the years of his career. Even though Lily is still in an unrequited relationship, I'm just happy that champagne bathtub scene exists and gave Oscar and Lily happiness *___* I would be SO happy if I had a lover who treated me like that (⌒▽⌒) + I love that Lily gave a simple reason to celebrate and be happy; that they got through another day safe and sound :))
Also, that sex scene at the beginning of the chapter... It's a flashback, but when did it happen? That time when Oscar and Lily were arguing and Callo told them to get a room LOL?? Was Oscar the one who asked Lily to push ahead, so they could be together? Was that supposed to increase Oscar's likelihood of winning? Sorry, I don't know how racing works ._____.
I've looked at the raws, so unfortunately know how it ends for Oscar, but I really don't get Eduardo's deal at this point. Maybe when the dialogue is made clear, he will talk more about his time with Oscar. But at the moment, his reasons for not wanting to commit after so long just seem a bit selfish. It seems like Eduardo is content with having his person for hook ups whenever he is in town, but is missing out on forming any sort of stable or meaningful relationship, whereas Oscar was obviously more emotionally invested. It seems maybe Lily was the first person who put Oscar first and was genuinely affectionate towards him.
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I like that we're both postponing judgement on Eduardo. We truly don't know what he is thinking... Maybe Eduardo does have feelings for Oscar these past eight years, but he prioritizes his career over Oscar because he’s a workaholic?? We don't know how many more years Eduardo wants to build cars or be part of the racing world in general. Right now, Oscar doesn't have plans beyond racing too. (My idealistic heart wants Eduardo's intention to be him wanting to work so much, so he could have enough money for early retirement and live with Oscar. (〜￣△￣)〜)
That champagne bathtub scene (LILY EVEN ADDED WHITE PETALS!! WHERE COULD I FIND A MAN LIKE HIM? ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ ) especially highlighted how affectionate Lily is and just how content Oscar was... We haven't seen Eduardo prepare surprises for Oscar the way Lily did this chapter. </3 Maybe Eduardo isn't an ideal lover because he's not affectionate or just not romantic... :/ It bothers me that Eduardo could just come back to Oscar and have sex like nothing happened; Eduardo doesn't seem to want to improve on his behaviour. Why? I think Eduardo isn't scared of losing Oscar at all.
I am ready if Oscar seriously considers Lily. Lily has shown that he's not just a fun lover in bed. Σ( ￣□￣||) (Lily's champagne bathtub won me over too LOL!!) That spontaneity Lily possesses is so charming; I love that Lily just follows his heart and does what he enjoys. It may appear to be a losing battle on Lily's end, since Oscar is still with Eduardo, but I appreciate that relationship statuses don’t stop Lily from loving Oscar. :)) Love truly does include giving without expecting in return...
...It was as if Shiwoo's entire world crumbled down when he met Hyun again, and Hyun so easily made Shiwoo aroused and obedient. I think it's tragic that even though Hyun and Shiwoo haven't seen each other in over a year, Hyun still has an impact on Shiwoo. It's so sad when people think they have left their abusive relationship, so they must have moved on, yet it all crumbles down once they see their ex-lover again.... ┗( T﹏T )┛ The heart can do such weird things, like when Shiwoo was touched in chapter 29 because Hyun still remembered our actor doesn't like sweets, so Hyun brought Shiwoo a birthday cake that had bitter chocolate, rum, blueberries, and some of the coffee Hyun himself brewed. … Even though Shiwoo and Hyun had an abusive relationship, I think moments like these could melt people’s hearts, even if it’s just for a split second. >< If moments like these are why Shiwoo still loves Hyun, I can see why… Hyun is thoughtful, even if he treated Shiwoo poorly.
I don't blame Shiwoo for using Yujin as a sex replacement in chapter 29. Shiwoo thought of Hyun when he and Yujin were having sex, so Shiwoo was not sincere which was wrong. However, I recognize that Shiwoo was aroused, so he wanted to relieve that. Yujin knows Shiwoo likes someone (Hyun), so Shiwoo hasn't given Yujin false hope through sex either. Yujin agreed to be Shiwoo’s sex partner, knowing this is one way he could be with our actor, even if it hurts our manager… >< I’m glad Shiwoo was honest to Yujin about not giving our youngster his heart, so Yujin doesn’t receive mixed signals either. It’s up to Yujin to decide whether he wants to stay in their sexual relationship and accept that Shiwoo has complicated feelings for Hyun or exit their sexual relationship and consider coming back if Shiwoo has his feelings for Hyun organized. I think Yujin is ready to have a committed relationship any day, but Shiwoo is still affected by his relationship with Hyun, so our actor is mentally unstable and uses sex as a distraction or a defense mechanism. It may be better for Shiwoo to receive professional help.
Based on the raws, we will see how Hyun and Shiwoo's relationship was like in the past. Abuse in relationships does happen in real life, so I'm curious to see (and understand) how Ppallet handles it. I also wonder, how much does Hyun know about Shiwoo that not even Yujin knows about?? The years Hyun spent with Shiwoo within that eight-year gap seems to give Hyun confidence. Now I'm curious what Hyun wants to talk about...?
What? Shiwoo clearly mentioned he doesn’t love Hyun anymore in the raws and he went with Hyun because he didn’t see himself worthy enough to be with Yujin.
It’s simple. He can’t get enough sex, so he prefers two sex partners and not one
Plus,i wonder what would you do if some wild and abusive jerk hit you to death and started pulling your hair to your room and then tied you up and hit you with a belt? Becoming obedient in this case doesn’t mean love necessarily because you don’t have many options
And no,he didn’t like that. He wanted to escape
^ I did title the thread "As of Chapter 30," so I did not intend to talk about the events past chapter 30. I didn't thoroughly look at the raws either. I don't understand Korean, so I'd rather wait for the translations, since events could sometimes be misinterpreted. I didn't thoroughly read your comment either because I don't want to be spoiled or be more spoiled. I advise adding the word "SPOILER" to your post and then leaving a big gap in-between the word "SPOILER" and your spoiler comment(s) in the future.
My feels from chapter 48 hasn't cooled off... I know we will have more sex ahead of us. I would be drooling if this manhwa became a drama CD. ლ(´ڡ`ლ) Can you imagine all the sincerity and passion? All those lovely r-rated sounds?? (≧∀≦) If this ever becomes a drama CD, please let me know! <3
I read this first thing in the morning with no regrets. I've seen the raws too many times before it was translated. BUT DAMN!! Daddy giving Junyoung instructions was TOO sexy.ヾ(☆▽☆) I love that Junyoung was obedient when Sihoon told our Baby to lean back and "Gently, now...sit" (ON DADDY'S PENIS!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ ) Yet, Sihoon was still so sweet, like while Daddy thrust two fingers inside our uke and Junyoung stuck out his tongue, Sihoon still leaned in for a French kiss.ლ(´ڡ`ლ) Junyoung knew he deserved to be punished, so I love that there was no arguing back on his part. Junyoung matured. :)) I love that Junyoung is still enjoying the sex and Sihoon is still always so attentive. (≧∀≦) This sex scene speaks volumes on their character development(s) and relationship. <33
It's so cute that Junyoung's punishment is basically him not being able to use his hands or do what he wants. ;-----; Sihoon is giving in to Junyoung, by not placing rules like, "Don't cum without my permission. If you do, I'll spank you." Junyoung is still having his way! (≧∀≦) Daddy has always been so tender and indeed, very sweet <3
Now, it would be sexier if in the future chapters, Junyoung makes some verbal requests and Sihoon complies. ;)
Here comes the thoughts of fujoshis/fudanshis all over the world. This daddy kinks thang is definitely our ultimate kink HAHAHAHA not that I'm complaining since I am a 'baby' towards my 'daddy' irl lmao ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Wow, it's an honour to think my thoughts represent "fujoshis/fudanshis all over the world" ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ I don't know if I have a daddy kink in general... Maybe I just have a Sihoon kink LOL! People who are sweet like Sihoon, I could read about any day! <3
tell me who don't have a Sihoon kink!! hahahahaa he'll be a very rare daddy if he really exist!! hahahahahaa
I would feel SO lucky if I had a lover like Sihoon. （/TДT)/ Sihoon has the maturity and gentleness I would be so happy to have <3 Let’s hope we all meet our sweet Sihoons!!
ALL HAIL TO SIHOON!!!
May God listen to our wish and grant our small selfishness for having a man like Sihoon!
HAHAHAHAHA MY HUSBAND WILL CRIED HIS HEART OUT IF HE FIND OUT WHO IS SIHOON LMAO ╮(￣▽￣)╭
HIS RIVAL IS NOTHING BUT A MANHWA CHARACTER AND A WOMAN'S FANTASY HAHAHAHA
XD LOL!! I love your passion!! (≧∀≦) I can't wait for Junyoung to shower Sihoon with lots of affection too. Junyoung definitely wants to, but Daddy is holding his hands back so that's why our Baby is being patient.ヾ(☆▽☆) I love that Ji Hye-Kyung knows how to spoil the fans. <3 It's just SO easy to see how Junyoung fell in love with Sihoon... :') And it seems Junyoung's stubbornness was what Sihoon found very cute. Junyoung matured, which probably deepened Sihoon's affection for our young boy. <3
Dont love my passion too much, darling. you might end up like me; a devoted not too old wife and mom... and fulltime fujoshi. HAHAHAHAHAA (thank God my husband is so cool about these kind of things (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ )
IKR!! Junyoung is matured but I would like to see him being a clingy one (w modesty of course) w Sihoon. It will be cute and somewhat funny at that. It'll be like watching an angry kitten. so scary yet so cute bcs you know very well, despite they refuse the dom they still meowing everyone to listen to them.
WHO DADDY NEVER SPOIL HIS BABBY HUH??!! YOU MIGHT END UP GETTING BEATEN BY FUJOSHIS FUDANSHIS WORLDWIDE, DADDIES!! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
Awe, now I wonder if I'll be as passionate as you if I get married and become a parent xDD I get the feeling that our love for BL isn't just a phase - it could stay with us for a long time. :)
I would like to see Junyoung clingy too. I get the feeling Sihoon has lived without romantic love and sexual passion for YEARS, so I would like him to be doted on too. ;----; Thinking back to chapter six, it was so comforting when Sihoon saw Junyoung fall asleep on our doctor's shoulder, and he patted Junyoung's head as he said, "He looks exhausted." Instead of calling Mari to ask where Junyoung lives, Sihoon brought Junyoung to Daddy's apartment and even drove our young boy home. I see what Junyoung means... Sihoon truly is tender, from the beginning he was and that didn't change even when Junyoung broke up with him. Sihoon is so kind and patient <333 I would like to see Junyoung behave with so much affection in return. :))
Seeing Sihoon spoil Junyoung and Junyoung being honest about how he feels... AHH, I feel too happy ;----; This is one couple that had me see that age gaps aren't always a problem; both parties could provide the other what they didn't or don't already have. <3
Does Arwin being of mixed blood make him 'exotic'?? I wonder how Arwin is feeling, when he looked at a photo or painting of a woman at the oriental museum... I hope all the orphans who were adopted at the Cyrene Salon receive the love and freedom they deserve. >< Is the only way to get out of the Cyrene Salon is to be 'bought out' of there like that gorgeous ex-prostitute??
...I don't know what to feel LOL. Maybe it's a yay that Lily is persistent, since he decided not to neglect Oscar like Eduardo did?? But Oscar hasn't officially decided to leave Eduardo either... And Oscar decided to drive in the dark, so I hope he'll be okay ;------;
I still don't know what Eduardo wants LOL. Eduardo said he made Oscar who he is today, yet Eduardo then tells Lily that Oscar can't be owned... Wasn't Eduardo acting like he owns, or at least, can control Oscar? C'mon, Eduardo, you know Oscar has been faithful to you for the past eight years, and you still choose to neglect him 'till this day. WHAT DO YOU WANT?! I think Eduardo is arrogant because he thinks Oscar wont leave him… Eduardo knows how lonely Oscar is; if Oscar leaves racing, he feels he won’t have anything else and certainly won’t be with Eduardo anymore… ┗( T﹏T )┛
I don't want to hate Eduardo. I don't know if Lily should wait for Oscar... I don't know what kind of future Oscar would have if he retires from racing too. Would it be too ideal for Oscar to leave racing, spend time with his mother, find another passion, reflect on his relationship with Eduardo, and then consider Lily if he wants to??/ ;-----; I just don't want anyone to be sad.... x((
What does Anton want to gain now that he's talked to a gorgeous (we don't know her name （/TДT)/ ) ex-prostitute from the salon?? I'm not sure how to feel about Anton x Arwin since they don't see eye-to-eye... I get the feeling that Arwin has been exposed to too much for someone so young, and then there's Anton who's just inexperienced and lost... Please, please, don't force Klaus x Arwin ( :( Arwin doesn't look happy with the old man) if it won't be genuine love. (●￣(ｴ)￣●) I'm curious about Heath though... I'll stay for Heath.
Sihoon: I didn't like you because I thought you were a saint. Your character doesn't really matter to me. I'm sure others might disagree. I feel especially bad for Mari.
ME: ARE YOU A SAINT? Sihoon, you've been crying and heartbroken because of Junyoung and your sister even yelled at you, but you're still thinking about her instead of yourself? ;----; Sihoon's honest with his feelings too - he just likes Junyoung. I like that there is acceptance :))
The author knew WE wouldn’t agree — AND I SURE AS HELL DON’T FEEL SORRY FOR THAT HOME WRECKER ( she didn’t act alone and I don’t feel sorry for the guy either)
It's skillful writing since Ji Hye-Kyung demonstrated a situation that had different reactions and thoughts from the readers. :)) I don't feel sorry for Mari or Junyoung either. I'm very proud of Junyoung for acting like an adult; apologizing and confronting the misunderstanding at last ;----;
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I love how respectful Sihoon is. Sihoon didn't demand Junyoung to answer questions. Sihoon gave Junyoung the choice of leaving or staying. Sihoon truly demonstrated the patience that love demands. I sincerely applaud this man <3
I am unhappy that Hirata is now framing Yashiro. Misumi knows Yashiro would never betray him but if the other yakuza lean on what Hirata says, what is Misumi supposed to do?? (Do the yakuza find evidence to clear someone's name? How do the yakuza work LOL??)
Hirata is a well-written antagonist: a jealous character who couldn't earn Misumi's favour and wants to get rid of Misumi's favourite 'child,' Yashiro (poor Kurobane was already killed in the past, now Hirata won't let Yashiro live peacefully either （￣へ￣） ) + hungry for power, so Hirata has sold drugs provided by the Gouda group to destroy the parent mafia organization, Doushinkai (and because Hirata’s angry Misumi wants to give the second-in-command position in Doushinkai to Yashiro, even though the second-in-command position should be given to Hirata since Hirata’s position is currently higher than Yashiro’s in Doushinkai) + attempted to use Ryuuzaki's hand to murder Yashiro and tried to kill Ryuuzaki himself (I feel bad for Ryuuzaki’s girlfriend when she was kidnapped simply because she’s associated with her boyfriend, but I guess you should be prepared for that when you date a yakuza….) Hirata killed two birds with one stone when he murdered Nakamoto and the two other men at Gouda since Nakamoto wanted to cut ties with Hirata, and now that was Hirata's final opportunity to frame Yashiro by saying our protagonist did all the work Hirata won't admit to. :// Can Hirata just stop? LOL
I got FEELS when Nanahara said to Yashiro, "You always do this. When things get tough...you do everything alone." :(( Nanahara was on one knee, holding Yashiro's sleeve; Nanahara's body language was begging Yashiro not to go and do anything alone. x(( I appreciate that Nanahara can see what Yashiro's intentions are, not misunderstand Yashiro as someone heartless who hits his underlings for no reason.
I was looking forward to Yashiro and Doumeki's meeting. (▰˘◡˘▰) I love that Doumeki said nothing the entire time, while it was Yashiro who was wondering in confusion what our Bodyguard was doing there... I'm curious about Doumeki and Yashiro's conversation next chapter! (I'm ready for more car sex LOL!!)
I miss Kageyama and Kuga moments too!! >< Let's hope Yashiro can safely live and ideally exit the yakuza. I want Hirata to go to jail for life.
Since Hirata involved police as well, it will be hard to prove that it wasn't Yashiro. I wished Yashiro had more allies in the family beside Misumi. Now he really have to do everything by himself. The only thing that would stop Hirata is his own death so I hope he got shot in a cross fire lol
Maybe the Security Camera System from the Hotel were Yashiro and Minami fuck
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That frame is so weak tho, Yoshiro is wounded, why would he run anywhere and why wouldn'the he send an underling anyway? Anyway Hirata killed Kurobane, Misumi BFF so we shouldn't be surprised about him being an ass. I'm impressed he had a backup plan tho and I look forward to Yoshiro's counter. Also that cop Inari is so gonna get his! I wonder if Yoshiro has proof they had sex?
I'm curious what Hirata did to get the cop, Inami, on his side... Yashiro had sex with Inami before and Inami sold information regarding the drug dealings (correct me if I'm wrong since this story takes two months to update, but Inami told Yashiro about Hirata's involvement in the drugs). The police are a legal mafia organization LOL so they know what to say and what to do to frame people. The police probably have a better idea on how framing people works than the mafia. ><
I also wish Yashiro had allies besides Misumi. :(( Yashiro had sex with numerous people, so it would be normal to except allyship to develop from that... But then that shows Yashiro isn't incredibly calculative like Hirata. (￣∇￣") Yashiro had Ryuuzaki at least, but poor Ryuuzaki is unconsciously hospitalized.... :((
Let's hope that with Doumeki's protection, Yashiro will be okay. I truly don't want Yashiro to get killed through Hirata's schemes.
I think Inami got really pissed at Yashiro and wanted to avenge him after Doumeki beat the shit out of him for calling him names and forcing Yashiro to had sex with him. I think Yashiro didn't know that Doumeki beat that guy.
We need to wait 2 months to see what happens next
I hope Yashiro has plan B!
Awe, Doumeki has always been so protective over Yashiro ;------; Yashiro is so loved <33 ... I want to see Yashiro and Doumeki talk; they can't act like nothing happened T_________T
Yashi is sex friends with Inami's kouhai, we don'the know his name..anyway Inami switched places with the other cop at the hotel. He wanted to have sex with him while he was wounded bc Inami is a super sadist. Sugimoto and Doumeki roughed him up afterwards.