
i cant tell who really is the ghost in the end? it was the ML? because if it was him, is quite shitty to someone that you love who was already a victim of Sexual abuse.
there was really a ritual or that was bshit ?
the Ml called him a slut in the beginning even thought he was being r*pped and he , latter on, knew?

I like how the author put it Shin decision about not going with Gren, it shows reality. Gren was being selfish, he was in the worst possible situation, being chased by two gangs, with drug problems, he was even saved by the police because of Shin's request to Jake . Gren going back to Shin instead of escaping put both of them in danger, and he wanted Shin to give up everything he had achieved to run away with him. Gren, despite always wanting to meet Shin again, made the worst possible choices and was irresponsible, nor for a minute it seemed like he was making decisions thinking about the future of both. It seemed like he was still a child, and that all responsibility for taking care of him was Shin's, and that is very unfair to Shin
Jooin, even though he was in love with Yegyum, when Joohyung came to "pick Yegyum up" - just before they were going to travel - he acted as if he had nothing to do with it, he wanted Yegyum to stay with him but he didn't take any action to keep his lover by his side "what are you going to do?" he asked Yegyum. He was still acting the same as he ever did him, just as shushu described him: “he didn’t love or hated anyone nor did he beg people to stay or stop them. He tried so hard to not get tangled up in things… and remove himself from it all."
In the end he took the initiative to change : his past, his guilt, and his ties to his family, he finally freed himself so he could love without shame, he was finally able to love Yegyum shamelessly and protect him