Jooin, even though he was in love with Yegyum, when Joohyung came to "pick Yegyum up" - just before they were going to travel - he acted as if he had nothing to do with it, he wanted Yegyum to stay with him but he didn't take any action to keep his lover by his side "what are you going to do?" he asked Yegyum. He was still acting the same as he ever did him, just as shushu described him: “he didn’t love or hated anyone nor did he beg people to stay or stop them. He tried so hard to not get tangled up in things… and remove himself from it all." In the end he took the initiative to change : his past, his guilt, and his ties to his family, he finally freed himself so he could love without shame, he was finally able to love Yegyum shamelessly and protect him
Jooin, even though he was in love with Yegyum, when Joohyung came to "pick Yegyum up" - just before they were going to travel - he acted as if he had nothing to do with it, he wanted Yegyum to stay with him but he didn't take any action to keep his lover by his side "what are you going to do?" he asked Yegyum. He was still acting the same as he ever did him, just as shushu described him: “he didn’t love or hated anyone nor did he beg people to stay or stop them. He tried so hard to not get tangled up in things… and remove himself from it all."
In the end he took the initiative to change : his past, his guilt, and his ties to his family, he finally freed himself so he could love without shame, he was finally able to love Yegyum shamelessly and protect him