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This story is just beautiful. I have no words. Hyeonwoo and Subin's story feels tragic to me, I cannot get the right word to term it but there was something in them that leaves an empty hole in me for some reason. Maybe it's because I saw so much potential in them but that wasn't what fate has decided.
Anyhow, I'm reflecting on Jun and Subin's relationship as I see myself in them (I'm currently in a relationship so...). I'm occasionally in a situation like them and likely lost sometimes in the relationship.
One thing I can advice if you and your partner feel lost when your in a relationship is to retrace everything. From the first time you met, the first time you realized "oh, I love her. I wanna be with this person for the entirety of my life, even eternity." Just, retrace everything, go back to where you started, re-feel everything again.
If it concludes with, "I cannot live without this person." then, it's still there. However, if you feel like you can go on without that person anymore despite retracing everything, it's likely a sign to stop.