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You know, I had a boyfriend once with the last name Prince. He was as handsome as one toom dirty blind hair, swimmers build, green eyes and a killer smile. Don't know how I snagged that one. Better friend than boyfriend and I regret the loss of the friendship because we dated. . Anyway, Yoojun reminds me of him in a way. Arrogant, cocksure, selfish and a coward.
So he forced me to go to his family 's for Xmas. Not that I didn't like his family or had plans with mine, but we hadn't even dated for a year and it was out of my comfort zone. He practically ignored me the whole time. I was dirt poor to the point where I couldn't feed myself some days. I had been able to scrimp and save and hide money from my stealing mother enough to buy him an expensive watch. I wrote "hoping that you'll think of me all the time" on the card. So much cheese. . .Anyway. I didn't get jack squat from him. Not even a card. And you know what happened? Literally the 26th he and I were messaging on FB while he was at work and he told me he wanted to break up. And then a week later he had the audacity to ask to be friends w/benefits...............I did agree, but we only slept together twice after that before it was just too weird. I felt so dirty and used even though it was my choice. This is how Yoojun makes me feel. No shower will ever wash away that kind of grime. ┗( T﹏T )┛