daffodils400's Manga

I used to love this book when I was like 13... I really related to the main character and the artstyle was cute to me
Now years later looking at a single panel I can tell instantly that the author is a fucking freak and a hardcore shotacon like WHY DO YOU DRAW HIM LIKE THAT
Thinking of what I remember about the book (im not rereading u cant make me) it's also really clear the author has some kinda sadism kink cause WHY was the main character always SO miserable it felt like the story was going nowhere and he was made so pathetic on purpose I FUCKING HATE THIS BOOK