This actually pissed me off so much
I got my hopes up thinking the mc was moving on only for them to give us the "hes never gonna move on" shit
VICTIMS DO MOVE ON, AND IF YOU ARE A VICTIM IT GETS BETTER.
It takes time and effort and the help of loved ones and professionals, take me for example; it took me years to move on from my abuser even after i was basically abandoned by all of support circles. It took time and effort and alot of mishaps but it happened, so don't lose hope.
This shitty stories that always chooses the easy route of pairing the abuser with the victim, instead of putting in the effort of writing a character realize how gaslighted and basically brainwashed they became.
It just show youre a lazy writer who cant handle actual fleshed out characters.
This was awful
I leave this story with a pit in my chest and a NEED to take a walk
This made me very comfortable in the best way possible, very good writing.
But sadly i really didn't like the message this story was trying to protray AT ALL.
Like "embrace uncertainty"? I would say thats a good advice but not in this absurd context
And i HATE how this comic portrays both of these characters as equally bad.
Like don't get be wrong; the mc is an awful person, but are we really comparing a fearful avoidant to a kidnapping obsessive rapist? Lets be fr rn
Its obvious the mc just got broken into fully depending on his abuser, the guy was literally psychologically and physically totured it only natural.
The art was insanely good and the way the villain is draw is just so so good, like everytime i saw his emotionless expression i got chills fr.
Tbh the way this story was progressing i thought the mc has done like insanely awful shit to the villain to deserve all this abuse, i was actually shocked to learn he just became obsessed after being ignored for a week.
Its actually so sad bcuz this whole thing between these character's younger selves could've been easily resolved if they just communicated, if one of them just went to the other and just TALKED.
Its very unfortunate and ugh how depressing it was to see the mc's imagination of what their life could've been like if their love story just progressed normally, if THEY were normal.
It was genuinely a stab to the chest
And omg the fanart at the end was so good toooo
Woohoo! Another bumass author making a twink who unconditionally loves a disgusting one dimensional rapist character after all the abuse he endured from said character
Is it alot to ask for an actually good compelling story that doesn't use rape as a cheap shock factor to attract questionable readers??
Like gang WE GET IT, you love rape you find it hot no need to push it in our face have you maybe considered therpay? Or maybe a psych ward? Or maybe resigning from writing all together?
The rape in these chapters was NOT necessary twin, you could've just shown him beating him up then it wouldve made sense him hurrying him out to a hospital
i HATE let me repeat HAAATTEE when authors show rapists as these compassionate empathetic characters AFTER they abuse the victim
Like are you deadass trying to gaslight me? This mf just rawdawged this poor man and literally battered him and you want me to believe he cares for him/views him as a human????
Like dawg when a person rapes another person its just a confession of how much they veiw the victim as nothing but an object, its literally the number one hateful most awful thing a human can do to another
And when you take such a crime and use it to satisfy your weird urges with cheapass writing that has no consideration to the heavy matter thats when you become;
- FIRST an awful human being who is flatout disgusting,
- AND SECOND a lazy dumb writer whos only plotpoint is rape.
Tadaaaa hope this helps :D
"oh wow guwon is such a cutie and a green flag" we said with joys
We were then shot 57 times
ITS A CULT!!! A CUTLT!!!1!!
RUN TWINK RUN
Fuck your mlm romance you need to get your little ass outta there omfg
And tbh i would say "poor guwon" if he wasn't technically 'the boss' cuz it seems hes the designated butcher of the town
Thats why everyone automatically fears him, even tho hes just doing what the town is ordering. Like he has no say in the voting (as he doesn't vote himself) but i cant help but question his authority, everyone is calling him "boss" so you'd imagine hed atleast have SOME say in this brutal punishment
And btw what abt like prison or being whipped or something?
Just straight up batting them doesn't sound very economical, like thats one hand of help gone. And guns??? Like just shoot this poor mf why kill him in the most mentally taxing way possible. (Tho I'd like to believe guns are hard to find since this is based in korea, i think?)
Tho this is getting INSANELY fun and im so investeddd
Not even expired crystal meth can get a person to create such nightmare inducing bs like this
Like what happened to him in the end?? Is he just gonna keep getting pussies on his bodies like pimples??? I can't with this
Get this edgy shit outta my face dawg
Is hyuk a metaphor for depression?
Cuz this is what it felt like to me for some reason
It felt like hyuk was a little thing at first but mc kept running away from confronting it until it festered and became what it was now
Hyuk shenanigans (or in this case "depression") kept piling up with how much mc kept ignoring it until it ACTUALLY became an issue
Him not being able to ask for help from the police, his peers felt like a metaphor for him not being able to get professional help (therapy) and him being afraid of people seeing hyuk bcuz he didn't wan people to know how much he was hurting
The "stay at home" felt like him trying his best to keep his depression under wraps so noone could "find him out" or know about his illness, yk?
The time where mc tied hyuk up it felt like him taming his depression, not getting rid of it by meds/therapy but learning to live with it even tho it hurts him to
The end just felt like him completely surrendering to his illness, and even tho it seems "peaceful" it will slowly tear him apart.
I fuckin called it
This fuckass story with its expected lazy "love fixes abuse" ahh ending
Im actually screaming im tearing my shirt apart
I should've listened to my husband and dropped this like he did 40 chapters ago, but i stayed for the kids and i feel as if all my kids turned out to be drug addicts
This whole comic I felt like an abused damsel sliding down the shower walls muttering "he'll change.." SURPRISE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER. IM TWEAKING THIS STORY WAS SO ASSSSSSS
Now all i get is a "i told you so" from my husband and a torn up shirt and dreams of an actual good bl that handle heavy subjects with care and not just slap a "love hurts" slogan on literal kidnapping, sexual assault, and dehumanizing and so much fucking more
But seriously though, this was genuinely such a waste of time, the story ended up being such a disappointment. (Not to mention how it got my hopes up with the beginning, like "omg tae is going to therapy??? Is that a jump in the future??" i was so excited then this twink-ass hoe ran back to that dental care looking mf like a damsel in distress and i wanted to kms)
Ughhh this comic didn't add ANYTHING to the bl genre or story writing at all, it was just another abuse fetishizing comment hidden behind an excuse of a plot.
And it was so rushed by the end too
Like 25 chapters of straight fucking and only 5 for the wrap up? Give me a break
This sucks, imma get a beer and try to forget about this.
