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He truly found someone who could match his freak
This was actually batshit crazy and highkey scary.
I still dont feel like i got my closure after the ending i am still insanely confused even tho the author did an amazing job at explaining it.
I lowkey thought it was gonna be symbolic, (kinda disappointed it wasnt) i was caught off guard when i realized it was all magic (?) related.
I was waiting for "oh the black haired dude killed them in their sleep and hid their bodies in the floor boards of the black room and started to have hallucinations of it" and i was all here for it.
I feel edged tbh
Hot take here; but i dont like the blonde guy.
Its not about him being creepy/toxic or shit like that. I for some reason found him super bland? Like with no personality even.
It felt as if His whole life revolved around the mc. Like he was just there to be the mc's lover/plot mover.
i REALLY like how the author portrayed the black-haired dude being so unbothered by the mountains of blood when gained his memory back, and him saying "im not afraid anymore" , that shit gave me chills.
Imo i would've liked it better if the blonde guy remained "afraid" throughout his childhood, (the author didnt even explain how he became brave??) then maybe he'd have a personality that isnt bland and then the 2 characters would balance eachother out and look more like in need of eachother yk?
The last chapter with him looking back at himself scared the shit outta me.
I don't understand it tho? Why did he look back at himself and see a scary looking dude? Can someone explain???
The story real good tho. If someone has any recs like that (but with more symbolism if possible) please drop them :D