damn i kinda understand maki since i'm also very insecure. i don't think i deserve to have such good friends that's why i kinda hope they leave me even though i know that with them, i'm enjoying myself.
even though he knows hana loves him, there's still part of him wishing he was happy with someone else.
i just hope that maki could overcome this mindset, unlike me.
i cant read this properly my blood is boiling just looking at those shitheads. imma have to drop this for now